maybe you didn't change at all. maybe you are still who are. but one thing for sure, i'm no longer the negative side that you thought of me. moved on? possibly. cause if you have nothing to hide from me, why bother to hide from me every single damn time i'm online on any social platform? i bet you don't see twitter anymore.
maybe cause memories don't mean as much to you as it does to me. i'm still re-reading our past msn chats, re-reading your past tweets to me. those are happy moments. and i like to live in happy moments. but i supposed you are right, the old don't go, the new don't come.
maybe history did repeat itself. another thing for sure, i don't think i will be able to trust another guy like you. thanks for making me lose faith in good guys. if not what's so tough about being a friend that you have to hide from me?
thanks for telling me that you showed care and concern when i was over there, while you lost the feeling and only waited for me to come back and tell me via sms. what difference does it make as being a friend now? i don't see the diff.
maybe you know what, you happened to be right about one thing on yourself. you think too much about our r/s and just blame it on yourself. maybe one thing you and i lost focus on, and that is the present. we lost the focus on being happy every single day just by being with one another, the simplicity of happiness. remember you said to take a step at a time, looks like we didn't and this is what happens now. but whatever it is, i hope you have fun trying to hide from me every single time because pal, remember what i once said? "how big is Singapore only? lost also can find one."
loving you then, loving you still.
