lazin around has now become my new hobby...
well, no... but i can hardly find tings to do...
yes, i was too lazy to go to e gym but there was another reason behind not goin too... and is approve... wadeva...
readin back my old entries, i realize i reveal too much... mayb wad everyone wans and needs is privacy... i shall then learn to put some privacy screens into place... haix...
is abt model really due 2day (1/7/09) or not??? i'm gettin all confused... and i so dont wan to bri e big big white board out later... zZz... haix...
skool started, engines on e run yet again... work level goin up and up... of course, it's not alone... it's accompany by these character called stress and pressure...
oh well, nite has crawled over and dawn shall creep in sooner than later, e hay stack is callin out for me and i shall hit it soon for i shall not wan black bags to deeper e colour it already is...
kay, wad's wif me writin in lit language??? zzz... mux b e brain has gone all fuzzy already... oh well, nitex...
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
Monday, 29 June 2009
不只是朋友
I nv known tat feelins are tis ways... i nv known them to make themselves clear... i nv known them to make life any easier...
got back 2 papers... or rather, was being make-known 2 papers' results... not to my expectations... haix... but consider not bad, since is my 1st time i chiong for ct... haix... could really really do better, if my mind was in a clear and empty state... peace... but it cant seems to b... haix...
tis song is an oldies song, but somehow it appears to me... not cause i'm old(i'm not tat song old), but hey, e song is bout love and how much e gal wan to b more than jux a friend... and not jux a soundin board... haix... dont care already la... die liao la... grrr...
gym 2molo... BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!!! if not i keep givin lazy as an excuse...
got back 2 papers... or rather, was being make-known 2 papers' results... not to my expectations... haix... but consider not bad, since is my 1st time i chiong for ct... haix... could really really do better, if my mind was in a clear and empty state... peace... but it cant seems to b... haix...
tis song is an oldies song, but somehow it appears to me... not cause i'm old(i'm not tat song old), but hey, e song is bout love and how much e gal wan to b more than jux a friend... and not jux a soundin board... haix... dont care already la... die liao la... grrr...
gym 2molo... BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!!! if not i keep givin lazy as an excuse...
你身边的女人总是美丽 你追逐的爱情总是游戏
在你的眼里 我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍 你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里 我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那幺一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那幺一点点自私的占有
想做你不变的恋人 想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友 喔....喔....
在你的眼里 我是你可以对饮言欢的朋友
你从不吝啬催促我分享你的快乐
你开心的时候总是挥霍 你失意的片刻总是沉默
在你的眼里 我是你可以依靠倾吐的朋友
你从不忘记提醒我分担你的寂寞
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那幺一点点温柔的娇纵
你从不知道我想做的不只是朋友
还想有那幺一点点自私的占有
想做你不变的恋人 想做你一世的牵挂
想做你不只是朋友 喔....喔....
Sunday, 28 June 2009
理想情人
I'm back frm m'sia...
more of e post... later ba...
tired ar... need to sleep... hahax...
but i did my shoppin 2day!!! :)
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kay, a post...
woke up super early yesterday... 5.30am... tat's lyk e earliest time i woke up tis holiday la... zZz... delay until 6.15am then late liao... dad drove to sp and parked there... was late... but we filled in e card already, while e rest were fillin it up... and i'm glad i packed in my mp3, if not e journey is .... and off, we took e bus to checkpoint and out of sgp we were... and upon reachin, they started to say they are hungry and we process on for breakfast... e worst breakfast, or rather in m'sia tat i have... e paste taste lyk overnight tea, e prata is so-so, e teh is ... yuck... but then, mayb cause i'm not used to breakfast unless tummy calls for it... hop on bus YET again, and travelled for 2 hrs... we changed to another durian plantation cause e initial plantation have a shortage of durians, accordin to e guide, and tat plantation has lousy quality of D... upon reachin, we were e first 2 grps to reach b4 a few other tour grps came... but by then, most of us were havin bee hoon/fried rice for lunch... and pretty much e few pots(small pots) of curry... and off to bus again... i waited there cause i didnt wan to take grp photo... so off to organic farm next... had a tour there, and bought my long awaited (well, at least for e day) CHEW-GUM!!! lol...
since we are SO VERY behind time, our shoppin time got cut to 2 hrs at Jusco or rather some city to shop... i gotta say e mega shoppin mall is same concert as sgp vivocity... BUT, it's not easy to get lost there... cause is rather simply design of e mall... went in to espirt, mango, elle, topshop/topmen, and some other shops... wanted to buy e bag i saw at mango, and is seriously cheap but then dad was lyk -,-... so ya, didnt buy... :( but i ended up buyin a dress, a hoodie (which i noe e trend is goin outdated soon, buy i wanted a light jacket), a pair of sneakers (no flats... cause no mine size... :( ) and 2 boxes of DOUGHNUTS!!! yummy!!! which i had for dinner 2day... joke... zZz... went to some seafood restaurant for dinner, and had soft-shell crab wif cereals!!! tat is so LOVED!!! hahax...
then headed out... and then i got scared... cause of my bottle of chewin gum... haix... tat's me... always wan to buy, but then always scare when comin out... haix... and then had a bad moment due to e m'sia checkpoint there e lady not happy wif my passport cause she said my photo is too long ago, dont look lyk me now... WTF...
she asked(in a rude & cruel way) :" when r u goin to change ur passport?"
"when my passport is done being used..."
" WHAT!!! U WAN TO WAIT UNTIL 2011 THEN CHANGE IS IT???"
"ya... or mayb earlier a bit..."
"CANNOT, MUX CHANGE ONCE U GO BACK!"
returned my passport wif e cold stare and gumpy face, jo takes and walked off, and started scoldin her... diddy caught up and ask me wad she asked me... then told him, and he said tat she have e grumpy look on her face after tat... U TINK I CARE???!!! i dont give a damn... all e other officers who cleared me didnt say anytin only u said lor... and i dont travel tat much, so i dont give a damn... grrr...
came to sgp checkpoint, damn crowded... but not as bad as sunday night, i'm told... cleared!!! smiles all e way... reached sp around 11 plus... then got caught in a jam at adam's road... stupid LTA to have roadworks at night... end up lots of TAXIS DO NOT FOLLOW E ROAD DIRECTION AND ANYHOW TURN AND EXIT TO LEAVE E JAM, CAUSIN LOTS OF HORNIN BY OTHER DRIVERS... seriously, i tink these taxis should get bang and into accidents if not they will nv learn one lor... struck in jam until late 12 plus then reached home after droppin off uncle teo and his wife...
fun's over, holidays done, skool starts in 9 hrs time (since now is 12.06am)... crap... i'm not in skool mood yet... gotta change back... and projects are goin on a fast tracks, in order to make it in time for those deadlines... haix... life's tough...
Escape e reality and face e frictional world is so much easier... e stairs to e top is dark and tough... somehow, tis pic jux appears to me... frm J.D. Robb In Death Series - Salvation I Death...
i didnt realise tat e reason i tink of u could b wad i have being readin all along, tat u could actually b my soulmate but not vice visa... haix... i jux hoped not... cause tis aint love... tis is sufferin...
more of e post... later ba...
tired ar... need to sleep... hahax...
but i did my shoppin 2day!!! :)
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kay, a post...
woke up super early yesterday... 5.30am... tat's lyk e earliest time i woke up tis holiday la... zZz... delay until 6.15am then late liao... dad drove to sp and parked there... was late... but we filled in e card already, while e rest were fillin it up... and i'm glad i packed in my mp3, if not e journey is .... and off, we took e bus to checkpoint and out of sgp we were... and upon reachin, they started to say they are hungry and we process on for breakfast... e worst breakfast, or rather in m'sia tat i have... e paste taste lyk overnight tea, e prata is so-so, e teh is ... yuck... but then, mayb cause i'm not used to breakfast unless tummy calls for it... hop on bus YET again, and travelled for 2 hrs... we changed to another durian plantation cause e initial plantation have a shortage of durians, accordin to e guide, and tat plantation has lousy quality of D... upon reachin, we were e first 2 grps to reach b4 a few other tour grps came... but by then, most of us were havin bee hoon/fried rice for lunch... and pretty much e few pots(small pots) of curry... and off to bus again... i waited there cause i didnt wan to take grp photo... so off to organic farm next... had a tour there, and bought my long awaited (well, at least for e day) CHEW-GUM!!! lol...
since we are SO VERY behind time, our shoppin time got cut to 2 hrs at Jusco or rather some city to shop... i gotta say e mega shoppin mall is same concert as sgp vivocity... BUT, it's not easy to get lost there... cause is rather simply design of e mall... went in to espirt, mango, elle, topshop/topmen, and some other shops... wanted to buy e bag i saw at mango, and is seriously cheap but then dad was lyk -,-... so ya, didnt buy... :( but i ended up buyin a dress, a hoodie (which i noe e trend is goin outdated soon, buy i wanted a light jacket), a pair of sneakers (no flats... cause no mine size... :( ) and 2 boxes of DOUGHNUTS!!! yummy!!! which i had for dinner 2day... joke... zZz... went to some seafood restaurant for dinner, and had soft-shell crab wif cereals!!! tat is so LOVED!!! hahax...
then headed out... and then i got scared... cause of my bottle of chewin gum... haix... tat's me... always wan to buy, but then always scare when comin out... haix... and then had a bad moment due to e m'sia checkpoint there e lady not happy wif my passport cause she said my photo is too long ago, dont look lyk me now... WTF...
she asked(in a rude & cruel way) :" when r u goin to change ur passport?"
"when my passport is done being used..."
" WHAT!!! U WAN TO WAIT UNTIL 2011 THEN CHANGE IS IT???"
"ya... or mayb earlier a bit..."
"CANNOT, MUX CHANGE ONCE U GO BACK!"
returned my passport wif e cold stare and gumpy face, jo takes and walked off, and started scoldin her... diddy caught up and ask me wad she asked me... then told him, and he said tat she have e grumpy look on her face after tat... U TINK I CARE???!!! i dont give a damn... all e other officers who cleared me didnt say anytin only u said lor... and i dont travel tat much, so i dont give a damn... grrr...
came to sgp checkpoint, damn crowded... but not as bad as sunday night, i'm told... cleared!!! smiles all e way... reached sp around 11 plus... then got caught in a jam at adam's road... stupid LTA to have roadworks at night... end up lots of TAXIS DO NOT FOLLOW E ROAD DIRECTION AND ANYHOW TURN AND EXIT TO LEAVE E JAM, CAUSIN LOTS OF HORNIN BY OTHER DRIVERS... seriously, i tink these taxis should get bang and into accidents if not they will nv learn one lor... struck in jam until late 12 plus then reached home after droppin off uncle teo and his wife...
fun's over, holidays done, skool starts in 9 hrs time (since now is 12.06am)... crap... i'm not in skool mood yet... gotta change back... and projects are goin on a fast tracks, in order to make it in time for those deadlines... haix... life's tough...
Escape e reality and face e frictional world is so much easier... e stairs to e top is dark and tough... somehow, tis pic jux appears to me... frm J.D. Robb In Death Series - Salvation I Death...
i didnt realise tat e reason i tink of u could b wad i have being readin all along, tat u could actually b my soulmate but not vice visa... haix... i jux hoped not... cause tis aint love... tis is sufferin...
Friday, 26 June 2009
listen to the heart/soul
blam... life's a pain sumtimes, when u found tins out frm other sources... it hurts u more to find out urself than to actually hear it in person... or at least tat wad i feel... clam it seems frm e outside, but a mixture of feeling stir in me... it isnt sweet but it had to be rushin wif bitterness, gashin wif sourness, sprinklin wif spicyness, jux to make sure e wound nv recovers... yes, i noe, i'm diggin into e past yet AGAIN, but it wont have happen if i didnt enter tat area... and it wont happen if i happened to b rushin for time, but i was too FREE, so i read it... every single word... and i rmb... memories start unleashin itself frm e mental cage tat it's locked in... pains, wounds and hurt started re-surfacin itself, makin it harder to push back into e cage... sweetness, now, it seems even further away... unsure-rity makes it even harder to control, and messes e whole situation up... life is in even bigger mess than b4... haix... no point explainin it all out, i shall jux eat at my own misery... my soul tells me it aint worth it to live anymore... i wanted to disagree wif it, but it seems harder to do so than b4... and i might jux take tat one step, jux tat one step, and follow my soul...
yes, i'm goin to jb in a few hrs time but i'm feelin tis way... mayb sumtin might happen to me in jb, and u wont b able to see me... so i wont b able to see u too, and feel e hurt...
yes, i'm goin to jb in a few hrs time but i'm feelin tis way... mayb sumtin might happen to me in jb, and u wont b able to see me... so i wont b able to see u too, and feel e hurt...
R.I.P MJ & Farrah Fawcett
blam... life is seriously too short to waste... a short post of tribute to both heroes...
and 2day, 2 great heroes left tis world... Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett... May u two R.I.P...
MJ, i'm sure everyone noes who he is... the famous king of pop... he died at the age of 50(quite young), due to cardiac arrest... he was in the midst of preparation of his world tour,if i'm not wrong, tat he died in his bed at his rental home...
but for farrah fawcett, do u noe who she is??? well, she is better known for her acting career, an all-time favourite show, Charlie's Angels... the lady in e center...
That's her... along wif kate jackson and jaclyn smith... she has being fightin cancer for e past 3 yrs... she died at the age of 62... and she too, died in her bed, wif her beloved husband by her side...
Now, the both of them will be on the other side of the world, being free... May God Bless U...
and 2day, 2 great heroes left tis world... Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett... May u two R.I.P...
MJ, i'm sure everyone noes who he is... the famous king of pop... he died at the age of 50(quite young), due to cardiac arrest... he was in the midst of preparation of his world tour,if i'm not wrong, tat he died in his bed at his rental home...
but for farrah fawcett, do u noe who she is??? well, she is better known for her acting career, an all-time favourite show, Charlie's Angels... the lady in e center...
That's her... along wif kate jackson and jaclyn smith... she has being fightin cancer for e past 3 yrs... she died at the age of 62... and she too, died in her bed, wif her beloved husband by her side...
Now, the both of them will be on the other side of the world, being free... May God Bless U...
Thursday, 25 June 2009
4 Minutes - Mad Ft. JT (How come i nv put tis song as title b4??? is lyk my all time favourite la...)
Jo's a happy kid 2day! y? cause i finally after waitin for (say 8 apr until 2day is how many days?) 78 days later, i have register to take for btt... lol... but then, damn me for bookin it on e wrong date... u noe tat tis 2 weeks of holiday has corrupted my mind frm e class timetable... so i forgot when is e lectures timin and i went to book it on rmt TUTORIAL timin... GG or rather GO... crap! so i guess i have to forgo 1 lesson of rmt tutorial... should i go back for lecture or should i jux go home frm there..? e thot of ssdc at amk there which is damn near my hse, is so much more temptin than goin back to skool... haix, see how first ba... :) ssdc quite packed 2day... or rather frm wad my uncle said, is pack everyday... another govt source of makin money... -.-||| and lots is go under skool one...
oh well, all under e same purpose of passin and gettin a license... hahax... e bk cost $3.40, and e registation cost $11.35... so is much cheaper than skool classes, but my uncle said tat skool higher chances of passin, so i dont noe la... zZz... e person over there ask me go listen to e talk to decide take skool or private, but end up go return e queue no. and decided to take private... lol... but then they took a long time to "entertain" private candiates... zZz... so waited for a very very long time...
now, my sis jux kept takin e bk frm me... and she said tat e bk is so easy tat she should go and take... zZz... later i fail then see if she dare to say easy... lol...
say other than tat, nth much to say... lol... hahax... ciao then...
oh well, all under e same purpose of passin and gettin a license... hahax... e bk cost $3.40, and e registation cost $11.35... so is much cheaper than skool classes, but my uncle said tat skool higher chances of passin, so i dont noe la... zZz... e person over there ask me go listen to e talk to decide take skool or private, but end up go return e queue no. and decided to take private... lol... but then they took a long time to "entertain" private candiates... zZz... so waited for a very very long time...
now, my sis jux kept takin e bk frm me... and she said tat e bk is so easy tat she should go and take... zZz... later i fail then see if she dare to say easy... lol...
say other than tat, nth much to say... lol... hahax... ciao then...
Wednesday, 24 June 2009
Heartless - Kris Allen
Y IN THE BLOODY WORLD DOES NP AND SP principals HAVE TO AGREE TO CONTINUE SKOOL EVEN WIF CASES IN E SKOOL??? or at least, tat's accordin to wad i jux learnt frm my dad... zZz... jux heard frm e news tat nyp and rp students get to have an extra 1 week holiday or rather e-learnin at home, then how come np, which fyi has 2 students tat has H1N1(told by michelle), dont have holidays??? zZz... damn, and yina reminded me i was supposed to br nyp student... tank ar, na...
came back frm loy's hse... see how much work tourism is... hahax... tank god for it again... hahax... loy, happy being tested and rmb ur lines, circles and e dishes names cum ingredients... hahax... na, same goes, thou i dont tink u two are goin to b online to rmb... hahax... and na, look out for apples and pears... THEY ARE DIFFERENT!!! hahax... *inside joke*
goin to register my theory 2molo... yeah!!! dad told me to go amk one, so it shall b there then... if not i wanted to go ubi one... but hey, amk nearer la... and dad drivin me there... hahax... anyway, got to say happy birthday to 2 ppl...
HAPPY 77th BIRTHDAY TO AH MA!!! her 77th b'day as of yesterday(since now is 12.41am)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO XUAN!!!
kay la... nth much to say... lol... more 2molo...
Ciao!~
came back frm loy's hse... see how much work tourism is... hahax... tank god for it again... hahax... loy, happy being tested and rmb ur lines, circles and e dishes names cum ingredients... hahax... na, same goes, thou i dont tink u two are goin to b online to rmb... hahax... and na, look out for apples and pears... THEY ARE DIFFERENT!!! hahax... *inside joke*
goin to register my theory 2molo... yeah!!! dad told me to go amk one, so it shall b there then... if not i wanted to go ubi one... but hey, amk nearer la... and dad drivin me there... hahax... anyway, got to say happy birthday to 2 ppl...
HAPPY 77th BIRTHDAY TO AH MA!!! her 77th b'day as of yesterday(since now is 12.41am)
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO XUAN!!!
kay la... nth much to say... lol... more 2molo...
Ciao!~
Tuesday, 23 June 2009
Falling Slow
a day jux allotted for rmt project... not tat it's done, but we got quite a bit of help of a source, who done a&p proposal b4... LOL! so down 1, LOTS more to go... and i guess i will b super busy on 14 july... lyk e whole day... all tankx to me, chiongin cca points... zZz...
life aint gettin any worse than it can get...
need to get my hands on tis issue... no wonder i broke... zZz...
life aint gettin any worse than it can get...
need to get my hands on tis issue... no wonder i broke... zZz...
Sunday, 21 June 2009
World War III - tat's happenin in my world...
Work for 4 days... not bad, quite impressed by e size of e mall... LOL!
kay... suppose to blog tis yesterday(thus e date), but end up saved it and continue typin 2day... lol... lazed around e whole day... slept, woke, slept, woke, slept, woke... really leadin a dead-man life... nah... tat's jux for 2day... 2molo, project meet... and e next? no idea... i'm really passin day after day... in tis make-believe world of mine, i'm drownin myself... wif wad??? wif misery, wif make-believe, with fantasy, with frictional characters, with future tat i wan, with happily-ever-after in a snap of fingers, with love stories, with lots of sugarily stuffs instead of some rubbish reality tat all of us are struck in... and e fact tat most of us, hate some part of reality... but wad can we do? close to nth...
anyway, wad's wif me? talkin all these make-believe world of mine??? back to reality check... projects - unchecked... work - check for now... pay frm work - a BIG RED NOT CHECK!!! (pearly says she haven recieved my pay, damn it!) shoppin - unchecked... sleepin - goin to check soon... life - A BIG RED NOT CHECK! nah, life jux suxs big time if u were me...
photos of thurs on fb... check it out there instead... oh and i saw melody and utt durin cat's night out on sat at jp...
Ciao!~
kay... suppose to blog tis yesterday(thus e date), but end up saved it and continue typin 2day... lol... lazed around e whole day... slept, woke, slept, woke, slept, woke... really leadin a dead-man life... nah... tat's jux for 2day... 2molo, project meet... and e next? no idea... i'm really passin day after day... in tis make-believe world of mine, i'm drownin myself... wif wad??? wif misery, wif make-believe, with fantasy, with frictional characters, with future tat i wan, with happily-ever-after in a snap of fingers, with love stories, with lots of sugarily stuffs instead of some rubbish reality tat all of us are struck in... and e fact tat most of us, hate some part of reality... but wad can we do? close to nth...
anyway, wad's wif me? talkin all these make-believe world of mine??? back to reality check... projects - unchecked... work - check for now... pay frm work - a BIG RED NOT CHECK!!! (pearly says she haven recieved my pay, damn it!) shoppin - unchecked... sleepin - goin to check soon... life - A BIG RED NOT CHECK! nah, life jux suxs big time if u were me...
photos of thurs on fb... check it out there instead... oh and i saw melody and utt durin cat's night out on sat at jp...
Ciao!~
Friday, 19 June 2009
What Did I U Do To Your Mine Heart
damn tired...
not tat i dont have enough sleep, or mayb cause i dont have enough sleep...
low in financial terms tis days... e new lady in-charge of givin money is WORST than ever... she is so SLOW!!! damn her... half a mth has past and she haven yet give me my paycheck for last mth... not goin to complain it... XP
went out yesterday wif e 2 lovelies... since one of them went of to picnic... lol... caught Night In The Museum 2...
Not bad... ratin : 6.5/10... storyline seems a bit too stupid and out of e world but then again, tat's wad makes kids laugh... and, no... they didnt have a happy ever after endin... they make u guess e endin... zZz... not tat i mind... but hey, isnt it a kiddie movie??? shouldnt it b obvious??? lol...
walked a bit of ps, then came back to compass point... they need to take photo for their interviews, to which hey, i'm not in tourism, tank god... lol... then walked around... "recieved" a shock frm myself to myself... sumtin i will not write about... NOT... kay, i thot i saw sumone but it was another person... tat's all u folks are goin to get... lol...
had work 2day... no comments on it... stockin up 2molo... zZz... coolic's job... or wadeva e spellin is... zZz... not tat i care... i kinda of love workin... more experience and get to see more of e human nature better... not tat i nv make mistake, in fact i made it twice... damn me... and it's quite hard to obtain e target set... but hey, experience is wad counts... at least i noe tat retail can b one of my option for future consideration... but wadeva...
so y m i here instead of sleepin??? tis i have no idea... gotta catch some winks soon, if not 2molo, u'll b seein a ghost/zombie instead... whichever u lyk...
oh, and not tat i wan to spolit jonas brothers song title, but hey, it kinda of suited me, after a bit editin... i even changed e chrous jux now at work... lol... cause i'm jux too bored...
Ciao!
not tat i dont have enough sleep, or mayb cause i dont have enough sleep...
low in financial terms tis days... e new lady in-charge of givin money is WORST than ever... she is so SLOW!!! damn her... half a mth has past and she haven yet give me my paycheck for last mth... not goin to complain it... XP
went out yesterday wif e 2 lovelies... since one of them went of to picnic... lol... caught Night In The Museum 2...
Not bad... ratin : 6.5/10... storyline seems a bit too stupid and out of e world but then again, tat's wad makes kids laugh... and, no... they didnt have a happy ever after endin... they make u guess e endin... zZz... not tat i mind... but hey, isnt it a kiddie movie??? shouldnt it b obvious??? lol...
walked a bit of ps, then came back to compass point... they need to take photo for their interviews, to which hey, i'm not in tourism, tank god... lol... then walked around... "recieved" a shock frm myself to myself... sumtin i will not write about... NOT... kay, i thot i saw sumone but it was another person... tat's all u folks are goin to get... lol...
had work 2day... no comments on it... stockin up 2molo... zZz... coolic's job... or wadeva e spellin is... zZz... not tat i care... i kinda of love workin... more experience and get to see more of e human nature better... not tat i nv make mistake, in fact i made it twice... damn me... and it's quite hard to obtain e target set... but hey, experience is wad counts... at least i noe tat retail can b one of my option for future consideration... but wadeva...
so y m i here instead of sleepin??? tis i have no idea... gotta catch some winks soon, if not 2molo, u'll b seein a ghost/zombie instead... whichever u lyk...
oh, and not tat i wan to spolit jonas brothers song title, but hey, it kinda of suited me, after a bit editin... i even changed e chrous jux now at work... lol... cause i'm jux too bored...
Ciao!
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
1973
lonely...
old-in...
rottin...
cold...
wet...
sad...
emotional depressed...
suicidal thots... (NOT)
give me e sun, any day, anytime...
and i need my sleep...
old-in...
rottin...
cold...
wet...
sad...
emotional depressed...
suicidal thots... (NOT)
give me e sun, any day, anytime...
and i need my sleep...
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
No Boundaries
sumtimes in life, no boundaries would b better than one wif a tight wall around u... life aint tat enjoyin if it has restrictionS, but then again, if there are no restrictions, wont wild b sumtin we will all be??? if only restrictions dont have to come in e sense of money, security, love, happiness, friendships, time, won't livin b way better???
yina, get on e phone and read ur smses... u r so hard to contact...
alicia, stop being so busy...
anica, dont work NON-stop, u gotta study for ur MYE... and stop makin fun of my fisherman's bag... i dont catch fishes to put it in... mayb u need a farmer's bag???
ying duan, be free for me!!! :)
pin xuan, U too... hahax...
pin ru, stop dreamin bout joe jonas... he has a gf already...
JOLYN, STOP SPENDIN MONEY LYK NOBODY's BUSINESS!!! and start readin all ur storybks... kay, no link... |__| i'm addicted to kris allen's No Boundaries...
i really need everytin... i need a life, cause e soul's dead...
yina, get on e phone and read ur smses... u r so hard to contact...
alicia, stop being so busy...
anica, dont work NON-stop, u gotta study for ur MYE... and stop makin fun of my fisherman's bag... i dont catch fishes to put it in... mayb u need a farmer's bag???
ying duan, be free for me!!! :)
pin xuan, U too... hahax...
pin ru, stop dreamin bout joe jonas... he has a gf already...
JOLYN, STOP SPENDIN MONEY LYK NOBODY's BUSINESS!!! and start readin all ur storybks... kay, no link... |__| i'm addicted to kris allen's No Boundaries...
i really need everytin... i need a life, cause e soul's dead...
*edited*
instead of sleepin early last nite, or rather tis mornin, i couldnt sleep... lots have being on my mind... not goin to mention it... cause i dont find a point to mention it out... it will only bri on more misery... misery begets misery... anyway, got lost 2day... super stupid tin anyway... jp is super big, tat i kinda of got lost? sales not tat good as per usual... and my mind and mood is not at work... i wonder where it went instead??? somehow it got lost??? had a few really good laughter... but somehow e heart aint gettin warmer at all... it still remain quite cool... yes, it's beatin still, but it aint tat alive? "recieved" a surprise 2day... loy loy was at jp too... and she shouted my name out... zZz... tank god ah bei not there... hahax... laughin wifout e real meanin of laughter, cryin wifout e tears, heartache wifout e healin of an ache... peace to e heart, mind and soul, is tat really hard to obtain??? is it really so hard to wish and gettin it??? is it so hard to rest e heart even thou e last crush was sumtin tat u put off immediately and e fact tat if e brain aint so active at nite, racin thru e past memories... such as tat day when flimin instead of him, i thot of u, not tat i noe how u r now, dead of alive, breathin or dyin, happy or sad (not tat i care), i dont even noe y e sudden break in contact... i dont even noe e feelin of warmth anymore, cause cold has swept me over completely... to figure out a way of tis tunnel of cold, it seems harder and harder every single day... every breathe i take, every step i took, it jux bought me deeper into e tunnel, where's e exit??? it can no longer b found... where e old self??? i lost it... how do i re-gain my old self, how do i be happy again??? e ans lies all in e soul... and e key to e lock??? it's gone...Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.
What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am, still holding on
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
Saturday, 13 June 2009
Video Girl
Hello!
very tired 2day... seriously lack of sleep... woke up at an UNEARTHLY hour tis mornin instead of sleepin in... zZz... very tired as a result... But HEY, i still managed to memories e lines by last nite even thou my brain cells got killed by common tests... but anyway, weather SUPER NICE tis mornin... heavy downpour and i overslept as a result... -.-||| by half an hour... so msg pam say i will b late... hahax... hey, a born characteristics of an actress... LOL! so thick-skinned... and e joke was, i thot i was late, but end up i was early... -.-||| as in late by half an hour for e meet, but still e earliest among all other ppl... came down e esc at compass height, saw a bus approachin 156,159 and 965 bus stand, went out to wait instead... and true enough, 156 came... read a bit of e lines, recallin, then slept... damn nice a sleep... reach mac res at 7.55am... then 52 in front and TANK GOD tat it was red light... so board e bus... end up reach skool at 8.15am... reach health science blk at 8.30... waited for them to come... only rmb tat got pass by health science blk b4 cause of movie marathon... found them in e end... and guess wad, e actor was not HERE yet... not goin to mention his name, since tat guy is wacko in e head... HAHAX... every moves oso mux have guns, blood, knife, and all other VIOLENT stuffs in... hahax... and e only one who dont mind actin in suicidal scenes... so if u guys wan any committin suicide scenes, find him... LOL! so since he have not reached, went to shoot my sole scenes...
TRUST ME, I SO SO BELIEVE TAT ACTRESS TAT PATHWAY AS A CAREER, IS OUT FOR ME!!! not tat i cant rmb e lines, but i cant cry when ask me to cry... hahax... and tat i tend to laugh whenever i see sumtin funny... lol... esp e damn guy...
script was okay la... cause we manage to change quite a bit for scene 1, scene 2, scene 3 and scene 4... scene 1 was lyk way out of e line la... but then again, is still okay la... was laughin it wif my sister... cause is lyk forcin 2 ppl (me and tat GUY) to b 2gether... lol... and is seriously in some secluded place in skool... which is SO WRONG! hahax... and while waitin for camera to set up for scene 1 (last scene to shoot for e day), tat guy was actin matrix out la... either he finds death not a worry or he wans death... we were tinkin he finds death not a worry... had to change clothes, but toliets are under-reno... so end up changin at __________, not to b told... shh... hahax...
order of shootin for 2day, scene 2, 5, 3, 4 and 1... scene 5 was suicidal scene... lol... super funny... not goin to tell u anytin... shhh... ask me if u wan... lol... but hey, i had lots of fun and i noe 1 of e career path is out for me 2day... hahax... and i was e odd one out 2day... cause (bitch tis), i was e only one NOT frm mass comm... all e other are frm mass comm... -.-||| not tat i care anyway... it looks fun frm another point of view but in actual fact, it's a lot of work... so i will jux stick to reb... lol...
very tired after tis... took bus home and bus-waitin time was SUPER SUPER LONG... end up i slept in 156, and tat was lyk e LONGEST bus journey... i slept lyk e longest sleep on a bus la... so unglam... zZz...
enough for 2nite... ask me thru msn or when u see me if u wan to noe bout e behind secrets... quite a bit of unglam scenes in e flim, but hey, u dont get to see it... LOL!
Ciao!~
very tired 2day... seriously lack of sleep... woke up at an UNEARTHLY hour tis mornin instead of sleepin in... zZz... very tired as a result... But HEY, i still managed to memories e lines by last nite even thou my brain cells got killed by common tests... but anyway, weather SUPER NICE tis mornin... heavy downpour and i overslept as a result... -.-||| by half an hour... so msg pam say i will b late... hahax... hey, a born characteristics of an actress... LOL! so thick-skinned... and e joke was, i thot i was late, but end up i was early... -.-||| as in late by half an hour for e meet, but still e earliest among all other ppl... came down e esc at compass height, saw a bus approachin 156,159 and 965 bus stand, went out to wait instead... and true enough, 156 came... read a bit of e lines, recallin, then slept... damn nice a sleep... reach mac res at 7.55am... then 52 in front and TANK GOD tat it was red light... so board e bus... end up reach skool at 8.15am... reach health science blk at 8.30... waited for them to come... only rmb tat got pass by health science blk b4 cause of movie marathon... found them in e end... and guess wad, e actor was not HERE yet... not goin to mention his name, since tat guy is wacko in e head... HAHAX... every moves oso mux have guns, blood, knife, and all other VIOLENT stuffs in... hahax... and e only one who dont mind actin in suicidal scenes... so if u guys wan any committin suicide scenes, find him... LOL! so since he have not reached, went to shoot my sole scenes...
TRUST ME, I SO SO BELIEVE TAT ACTRESS TAT PATHWAY AS A CAREER, IS OUT FOR ME!!! not tat i cant rmb e lines, but i cant cry when ask me to cry... hahax... and tat i tend to laugh whenever i see sumtin funny... lol... esp e damn guy...
script was okay la... cause we manage to change quite a bit for scene 1, scene 2, scene 3 and scene 4... scene 1 was lyk way out of e line la... but then again, is still okay la... was laughin it wif my sister... cause is lyk forcin 2 ppl (me and tat GUY) to b 2gether... lol... and is seriously in some secluded place in skool... which is SO WRONG! hahax... and while waitin for camera to set up for scene 1 (last scene to shoot for e day), tat guy was actin matrix out la... either he finds death not a worry or he wans death... we were tinkin he finds death not a worry... had to change clothes, but toliets are under-reno... so end up changin at __________, not to b told... shh... hahax...
order of shootin for 2day, scene 2, 5, 3, 4 and 1... scene 5 was suicidal scene... lol... super funny... not goin to tell u anytin... shhh... ask me if u wan... lol... but hey, i had lots of fun and i noe 1 of e career path is out for me 2day... hahax... and i was e odd one out 2day... cause (bitch tis), i was e only one NOT frm mass comm... all e other are frm mass comm... -.-||| not tat i care anyway... it looks fun frm another point of view but in actual fact, it's a lot of work... so i will jux stick to reb... lol...
very tired after tis... took bus home and bus-waitin time was SUPER SUPER LONG... end up i slept in 156, and tat was lyk e LONGEST bus journey... i slept lyk e longest sleep on a bus la... so unglam... zZz...
enough for 2nite... ask me thru msn or when u see me if u wan to noe bout e behind secrets... quite a bit of unglam scenes in e flim, but hey, u dont get to see it... LOL!
Ciao!~
Friday, 12 June 2009
If I Open Up My Heart To You
e muggin period have finally come to a break... b4 round 2 starts e whole ball rollin once more... papers tis time around same as usual, screwed it... but how bad??? not tat bad for rmr and abt... but law and pvl, haix... speechless over it...
goin to help cousin wif her flimin for her project... storyline is a bit damn weird la... and consider tat e lead actor is lyk so much THINNER than me, i'm dead meat... and i cant cry when i'm suppose to cry la!!! zZz...
GSS is here and since my exams are over, u noe wad i mean... hahax... I WAN TAT ESPIRT bag i saw at sembangwang shoppin centre, AND NO WAY M I GOIN BACK TO TAT SHOPPIN CENTRE!!! u guys should noe y i dun wan to go back...
i need lots of new stuffs to replace old stuffs... and of course, i need my main source of income... hahax...
addicted to tis song... and i wan to watch e anime, but i cant find... anyone got website to watch anime??? anime title - Nishi No Yoki Majo / Good Witch Of The West... can find, tell me, kay???
holidays are here but it hardly seems lyk time to enjoy... cause projects are all in a hill size (kay, i a bit too cu zhang...) and i got to work e first week... so nah... holiday??? not a single bit...
kay la... nitex... i got to wake up early 2molo...
Ciao!~ & hopefully i can rmb e lines...
goin to help cousin wif her flimin for her project... storyline is a bit damn weird la... and consider tat e lead actor is lyk so much THINNER than me, i'm dead meat... and i cant cry when i'm suppose to cry la!!! zZz...
GSS is here and since my exams are over, u noe wad i mean... hahax... I WAN TAT ESPIRT bag i saw at sembangwang shoppin centre, AND NO WAY M I GOIN BACK TO TAT SHOPPIN CENTRE!!! u guys should noe y i dun wan to go back...
i need lots of new stuffs to replace old stuffs... and of course, i need my main source of income... hahax...
addicted to tis song... and i wan to watch e anime, but i cant find... anyone got website to watch anime??? anime title - Nishi No Yoki Majo / Good Witch Of The West... can find, tell me, kay???
holidays are here but it hardly seems lyk time to enjoy... cause projects are all in a hill size (kay, i a bit too cu zhang...) and i got to work e first week... so nah... holiday??? not a single bit...
kay la... nitex... i got to wake up early 2molo...
Ciao!~ & hopefully i can rmb e lines...
It's still too soon to call it love
I know it's more then just a crush
we're getting closer every day
and when you look at me that way
all I can say
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you
I got a feeling this could be
something I thought I never see
you're on my mind
night after night
something keeps telling me
it's alright
so give me a sign..so
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you
You could be everything
that I've needed
but I can't take that chance
till I know that you're with me
till I know what your feeling
till I know where you stand
Till I, till I till I know where you stand
will you be the one to make
my dreams come true
if I,if I open up my heart to you
will you be the one there
to help me get though
if I, if I open up my heart to you
I know it's more then just a crush
we're getting closer every day
and when you look at me that way
all I can say
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you
I got a feeling this could be
something I thought I never see
you're on my mind
night after night
something keeps telling me
it's alright
so give me a sign..so
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
will you be the one
to make my dreams come true
if I, if I open up my heart to you
You could be everything
that I've needed
but I can't take that chance
till I know that you're with me
till I know what your feeling
till I know where you stand
Till I, till I till I know where you stand
will you be the one to make
my dreams come true
if I,if I open up my heart to you
will you be the one there
to help me get though
if I, if I open up my heart to you
Thursday, 11 June 2009
Hold On
jux a quick post... lol... b4 i continue to mug for my last 2 papers... abt and pvl... zZz... one after another for 2molo... damn...
anyway, jo yet again bought another foreign mag... zZz... so as of 2day, i have said 4??? hahax... yesterday bought 2... damn... atm card is burnin a hole... nvm... i'm workin next week to recover... hahax... but at such a far away place... damn... zZz... anyway, found out a few new tings frm news weekly...
oh, and i'm kinda of sick of mac or rather fastfood... ewww... oil, *faint* so no fastfood for tis while...
CIAO!~
anyway, jo yet again bought another foreign mag... zZz... so as of 2day, i have said 4??? hahax... yesterday bought 2... damn... atm card is burnin a hole... nvm... i'm workin next week to recover... hahax... but at such a far away place... damn... zZz... anyway, found out a few new tings frm news weekly...
- robert and kristen admits to their friends tat they are in love...
- paparazzi followed them and found out tat kristen went to stay a night wif robert after MTV movie award's celebration... they even skipped out of e after-celebration, goin for their own celebration... then headin back to rob's place at boutique hotel charlie chaplin house, emergin late next mornin...
- the cast of new moon arent surprise cause kristen and robert would always linger and kept kissin wif their tongues after e direction called cut...
- selena gomez cut her hair short...
- (PS: this is goin to hurt pinru's heart... LOL!) Joe Jonas have being dating camila belle since nov...
- posh and david beckham's marriage are in e rough patch...
- katie and tom cruise's marriage are also on e rock...
- ashley simpson got really drunken and started sayin crazy stuffs about her husband's ex...
- KRISTEN JUX DUMP HER BF FOR ROBERT PATTINSON!!! ARGH!!! poor michael... (see below for e news article...)
oh, and i'm kinda of sick of mac or rather fastfood... ewww... oil, *faint* so no fastfood for tis while...
CIAO!~
Crazy In Love (NOT!)
yup... in e midst of e hair-pullin crazy time wif bloody-shot eyes comin out of e eye-buckets, e mood is not there... it's jux plain old dead... gushin thru stacks of notes, makin no sense of e notes, it's lifeless in here... so where is e life??? it's dead and gone... to find it, tat out e street directory and start flippin until u find tis name : you are stupid... and if u do, pat urself on e back and congras urself... and if u happen to find it, do tell me...
oh, and after findin tat person, look for Dr. help me absorb what i learn... if u find him, tell me... cause i need to see him... prefer to get his number, so i can call him within tis week for ann appointment... esp b4 friday... cause tis patient needs to have more memory booster in order for her friday paperS!!! and talkin bout later paper, tat's a dead meat...
tis patient thot she saw her spark of hope 2day, but it didnt seems to work for her... it disappear... no heart thumpin, no continous eye starin... so u should noe, tat spark = dead...
Findin new SPARKS...
oh, and after findin tat person, look for Dr. help me absorb what i learn... if u find him, tell me... cause i need to see him... prefer to get his number, so i can call him within tis week for ann appointment... esp b4 friday... cause tis patient needs to have more memory booster in order for her friday paperS!!! and talkin bout later paper, tat's a dead meat...
tis patient thot she saw her spark of hope 2day, but it didnt seems to work for her... it disappear... no heart thumpin, no continous eye starin... so u should noe, tat spark = dead...
Findin new SPARKS...
Monday, 8 June 2009
Tell Me Something I Don't Know
WTF! selena gomez who broke up wif taylor lautner, used to date nick jonas!!! ARGH!!!! i dont noe whether to hate her or to jux kill her... hahax... no worries, no offense intended... lol... but then again, she has quite a nice voice... esp tis song!!! (click my playlist for tat song... lol)
common test is tis week... and guess wad? i feel lyk i nv even study at all... zZz... is not tat i nv study but rather e fact tat i feel my brain is jux not absorbin... so wad do i have to do to pass e exams??? continue writin... yes, many of them are already enjoyin their holidays... i dont care... as long as my common tests are over, i'm so goin to ENJOY!!! yah, there are still TONS AND I MEAN TONS AND TONS OF PROJECTS TO DO, but i wan to PLAY!!! hahax...
oh, and i saw a rainbow by e moon 2nite on my way home, on bus 159... it's so beautiful... e combination of both beauty, it's beyond words...
Nitex...
common test is tis week... and guess wad? i feel lyk i nv even study at all... zZz... is not tat i nv study but rather e fact tat i feel my brain is jux not absorbin... so wad do i have to do to pass e exams??? continue writin... yes, many of them are already enjoyin their holidays... i dont care... as long as my common tests are over, i'm so goin to ENJOY!!! yah, there are still TONS AND I MEAN TONS AND TONS OF PROJECTS TO DO, but i wan to PLAY!!! hahax...
oh, and i saw a rainbow by e moon 2nite on my way home, on bus 159... it's so beautiful... e combination of both beauty, it's beyond words...
Nitex...
Saturday, 6 June 2009
See U In The Dark
time is slippin away...
it's gettin harder and harder to hold on...
common test is comin...
lyk in another 4 days time...
papers are gettin into e mountainous size... (not)
and to relax and follow pace, listenin to tis new song tat is jux release a day ago??? hahax... NICE NICE!!! is by Honor Society... Rmb bout e boyband grp i mention yesterday(see below if u forgot or haven read)... well, tis was e song i was lookin for... hahax... and here it is... it is on my playlist... click it to have a listen...
lyrics as usual...
You were always the girl
Who would give me girl advice
Whenever I needed it
You're my best friend in the world
My friends thought you were fine
But I was always denying it
Then one summer day
I saw you laying by your swimming pool
And I was thinking damn you really changed
You're not the little girl i used to know
You opened up my eyes
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can go back
Cause I will always desire it
Don't take another step
Towards me just in case we have regrets
If tomorrow we go back to being friends
I'll think about the way you look tonight
You opened up my eyes
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
So don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
Maybe if you were someone else
It wouldn't have to be like this
I'm wondering how you feel about me now
Was it just a friendly kiss, yeah
Cause I'm seeing you for the first time
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
So don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
it's gettin harder and harder to hold on...
common test is comin...
lyk in another 4 days time...
papers are gettin into e mountainous size... (not)
and to relax and follow pace, listenin to tis new song tat is jux release a day ago??? hahax... NICE NICE!!! is by Honor Society... Rmb bout e boyband grp i mention yesterday(see below if u forgot or haven read)... well, tis was e song i was lookin for... hahax... and here it is... it is on my playlist... click it to have a listen...
lyrics as usual...
You were always the girl
Who would give me girl advice
Whenever I needed it
You're my best friend in the world
My friends thought you were fine
But I was always denying it
Then one summer day
I saw you laying by your swimming pool
And I was thinking damn you really changed
You're not the little girl i used to know
You opened up my eyes
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can go back
Cause I will always desire it
Don't take another step
Towards me just in case we have regrets
If tomorrow we go back to being friends
I'll think about the way you look tonight
You opened up my eyes
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
So don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
Maybe if you were someone else
It wouldn't have to be like this
I'm wondering how you feel about me now
Was it just a friendly kiss, yeah
Cause I'm seeing you for the first time
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
My window frames you like a Monet
So don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see u in the dark
See u in the dark
Friday, 5 June 2009
If I Open Up My Heart
in e midst of havin examinations or rather, preparin for exams, i am watchin videos... zZz... and readin paparazzi stuffs... is not tat, kay??? is my break time for 2day... anyway, finally watched e encore telecast of tis week jonas brothers livechat (well, not live for me la... since it's tis mornin 8am... -.-) oh, i kinda of lyk their special feature boyband, jux release 2day!!! is call HONOR SOCIETY!!!
e first guy on e left is kinda of cute... hahax... his name is andrew lee... and i have no idea any other ting bout him... lol...
anyway, reach skool early! hooray! lame... 1 trip for e day... value aloy's hse... went to cheers, bought green tea and mag... reason for buyin tis mag??? cause it has tis cover!!!
Nice??? buyin next week mag too... even thou it's out already... and trust me, is not worth it... 5.90 for lyk 4 pgs of new moon and paparazzi stuffs??? errr, not worth it... but hey, i found out lots of tings... hahax... next week cover is tis :
and tis is e followin week... which i will def buy cause it has new moon scenes taken in Italy... not tat me being a twilighter aka on laineygossip will be called a twi-hard... zZz... if u wan some snap shots of e photos or rather part of e scenes taken in italy, u can see below, or log on to facebk and see my specially delicated photo album for new moon... lol... hahax...
some insider infor frm e mag:
taylor's case is more poor ting... is lyk they are so sweet in love... (u can see frm e bottom pic...) but cause of all these pressures, they jux have to split up... but i suppose, taylor will somehow meet up wif her in private... sumwhere off camera...
Conclusion = being a star is so hard... a celebrity seriously means tat they have to give up all privacy... any fun u have, e paparazzi will sure to b there to spot it... or rather, they will tail u... haix... a celebrity has its ups and downs... but frm wad i see, it's still mainly down... kay, as promised, PICTURE TIME!!! (zipped up mouth)
Kissin scene in Italy...
MTV movie Award... Taylor and Kristen... comfort wif each other??? yeah...
So sweet... Taylor And Selena... but it jux have to end... haix...
anyway, had 2nd trip - to sembangwang shoppin centre... learnt practically nth... lol... cause mainly is not even close to wad rubbish we studied... I MISS MY CHANCE OF BUYIN TAT ESPIRT BAG & WALLET I LANDED MY EYES ON!!! ARGH!!! but no way m i goin back... and b4 tat, had rmt common test... worst ting tat shock us was, e whole paper is 10 MARKS ONLY!!! and have 2 parts... first part - 2.5marks... 2nd part - 7.5 marks... zZz... and frm wad suzie said, as long as u explained any point, u will get e mark... and as of 2day, another project jux came in... zZz... how many more projects to do??? summary of projects due after holidays...
Nitex!~
e first guy on e left is kinda of cute... hahax... his name is andrew lee... and i have no idea any other ting bout him... lol...
anyway, reach skool early! hooray! lame... 1 trip for e day... value aloy's hse... went to cheers, bought green tea and mag... reason for buyin tis mag??? cause it has tis cover!!!
Nice??? buyin next week mag too... even thou it's out already... and trust me, is not worth it... 5.90 for lyk 4 pgs of new moon and paparazzi stuffs??? errr, not worth it... but hey, i found out lots of tings... hahax... next week cover is tis :
and tis is e followin week... which i will def buy cause it has new moon scenes taken in Italy... not tat me being a twilighter aka on laineygossip will be called a twi-hard... zZz... if u wan some snap shots of e photos or rather part of e scenes taken in italy, u can see below, or log on to facebk and see my specially delicated photo album for new moon... lol... hahax...
some insider infor frm e mag:
- robert was with nikki for a short period of time and had slept with her. Nikki thot tat e relationship between her and robert will last, but robert all e while knew tat nikki isnt e gal for him.
- he was seen wif Erika Dutra in a bar... robert was really comfortable wif her... cause they were seen drinkin, laughin, cozyin and even kissin each other... zZz... (isnt tis a playboy attitude???)
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- robert has all e while has shots for kristen and recently wif tis new movie - new moon, they were even closer to each other... they were seen in many places together...
- I JUST FOUND OUT BOTH KRISTEN AND ROBERT SMOKES!!!
- kristen and robert found some quality time in Italy where they did their filmin, to date...
- e crews wanted to prevent robert frm drinkin, hence asked him to go work out... and it seems tat his hardwork paid off when e scene of him wantin to die... (lol)
- taylor wanted e same kinda of chemistry between him and kristen on e set, so he spent more time wif kristen to develop tat chemistry, which some casts said tat it cause tension on e set, mainly frm robert... (LOL!!!)
- robert celebrated his 23th b'day by invitin his closest friends (new moon casts) and kristen was e first to arrive... and she ate and chatted happily wif his parents... BIG STEP... Wow...
- Taylor was seen on the downtown of vancouver with Selena Gomez... no matter how much they claimed to b jux friends...
- But, due to summit and taylor's dad, they told Taylor to break it off with Selena... and taylor stood selena up on their last 2 days of being 2gether... sob sob... :'(
- Kristen and her 3yrs bf are having "problems" in their relationship... so they are puttin it on hold... but now, Michael said tat he suspects kristen lyks robert...
- Michael wishes that kristen can come back to him... and durin tis sad period, he seeks comfort frm kristen bff - nikki, aka robert's fling... (so u noe wad kind of rubbish is goin to come up la...)
- Michael backs off frm kristen cause of her risin popularity... and to allow her to focus on her work... but rite frm e beginnin, michael was offer a place actin as Mike Newton in Twilight but rejected cause he didnt wan to see kristen and feel jealous... "it was hittin too close to home" tat was wad he said...
taylor's case is more poor ting... is lyk they are so sweet in love... (u can see frm e bottom pic...) but cause of all these pressures, they jux have to split up... but i suppose, taylor will somehow meet up wif her in private... sumwhere off camera...
Conclusion = being a star is so hard... a celebrity seriously means tat they have to give up all privacy... any fun u have, e paparazzi will sure to b there to spot it... or rather, they will tail u... haix... a celebrity has its ups and downs... but frm wad i see, it's still mainly down... kay, as promised, PICTURE TIME!!! (zipped up mouth)
Kissin scene in Italy...
anyway, had 2nd trip - to sembangwang shoppin centre... learnt practically nth... lol... cause mainly is not even close to wad rubbish we studied... I MISS MY CHANCE OF BUYIN TAT ESPIRT BAG & WALLET I LANDED MY EYES ON!!! ARGH!!! but no way m i goin back... and b4 tat, had rmt common test... worst ting tat shock us was, e whole paper is 10 MARKS ONLY!!! and have 2 parts... first part - 2.5marks... 2nd part - 7.5 marks... zZz... and frm wad suzie said, as long as u explained any point, u will get e mark... and as of 2day, another project jux came in... zZz... how many more projects to do??? summary of projects due after holidays...
- ABT - 1) Visit Construction Site and Take Photos... 2) Do up part of e buildin structures...
- REL - Do up a report on 2 topics...
- RMR - Do sumtin bout Queensway Shoppin Centre (haven tell fully yet)
- RMT - Do a report on A&P for Sembangwang shoppin centre and a ppt... gotta b e best in order to present to capital mall...
- PVL - Value Yan Jun's hse...
Nitex!~
Thursday, 4 June 2009
Gotta Find U
i goin to post a super wordy post here... i sharin a story bout tis gal... so dont blame me for no pic... cause i have no idea wad pic to put here... mayb e pic of e gal??? hahax... so if u dont lyk wordy post, GO AWAY!!! Shoo!!! hahax... but u r welcome to read it if it interest u...
i noe of tis gal who used to love being herself...
her hobbies are always done durin her free time...
and once she's free, she will go find her close gal pals of hers, and hang out...
when she's sad/down, her pals are there wif her...
when she is happy, she tells her pals...
but there was a period of time, she hides sumtin BIG frm her pals...
but her pals end up found out, after askin her...
and her pals nv got angry wif her...
but soon she had to split up wif her pals cause all of them were chasin different dreams...
and she too wanted to chase her dream(s)...
but she didnt go and chase her deep down passion...
instead, she went on to study sumtin tat was so stable...
e job tat she found thru connections and learnt new stuffs, makin new colleagues...
and durin tat job where she had a very very sweet time/moment...
it was sweet/tender moment tat she hid frm her pals...
and tat job tat interest her, it became her new study subject...
and she went to tat skool...
where she found new friends...
and she thot she was happy...
but it ended wrongly...
e sweet/tender moment she once had,
she broke it off...
she was e one tat make e decisions...
yet, she regrets it...
jux cause she wanted independent...
she regrets it, and make an amendment to it...
but it seems tat it wont last at all...
no matter how much amendments she made to it,
it can nv b as sweet as it used to b...
so she let it go... and e sweet moment start to become a pain in her...
she tried to get over... e sweet moment guy kept in contact wif her...
askin/beggin, to b wif her...
she jux couldnt b wif him... cause she knew he wasnt e one for her...
he was jux usin her... and she knew tired of being used...
so she focus on her skool works...
it seems to help at first...
but it became too unbearable...
she gave in and end up meetin him...
but their r/s status???
it was still friends...
soon, e situation changed to a rather complicated style...
she grew jealous of her close opposite sex pal, jux cause he has a gf...
even thou, they kept very close contact wif each other...
she was lyk his mentor??? i suppose u can say tat...
then they split cause he thot he found a new gal...
but it didnt happen and he went back wif tat gal...
she was there for him when he needed her...
and when he split wif tat gal, and found another one quite soon after,
it was lyk gettin worst for him...
e wrong kind of magnet...
he isnt very handsome, isnt very style, isnt very rich,
but he is kind... he lyks to help his friends... he's a guy to joke wif, to relax wif...
he's lyk ur punchin bag...
they still hanged out wif each other if their schedules allows...
but even if they didnt hang out, they kept very close contact...
any prob tis gal has, she will turn to her pals and him...
she thot tat she and him are jux gotta remain as very close friends, and tat's e line drawn...
but recently, she experiences some rather very not to her liking stuffs...
where she dont have any idea how to deal wif...
and even tat guy pal of her has in a way lost contact wif her...
she tried msgin him, but he either doesnt reply or he replies her 1 msg...
she have no idea wad happen...
but, she jux put it all on e facts tat their schedules are very different...
and tat her pal actually bothers to join and keep up wif all his different ccas...
so she seek comforts frm her closest pals... but it seems to her, they dont really understand e situation she's in...
nvm, tat's wad she said...
"i shall solve it a step at a time... but i shall focus on my studies first... tat's rather more impt than e rest of these problems..." she thot to herself...
and so, she focus on her studies and drifted of to her study land... but somehow, it jux irriates her tat no matter how much she ignores, it jux continues to piss her off...
so she tried new methods of buryin herself into... lyk her passion - singin... lyk wad her close friends do - in novels... lyk her rich friends do - watchin movies... lyk a new-found passion - lookin at music videos... she tries to get herself suck into e world of make-believe... a saddistic... she believes there's no love, no happiness... they are all lies to make e world look lyk a better place...
or mayb it can be found but jux not by her... mayb fate has tis play tat once u get it, u shouldnt let it go... mayb she should have gasp tat... but she found out too late...
hey gal, u gotta listen to wad ur heart tells u to... if u need a listenin ear, go find ur close pals... and bla bla bla...
mayb sumtimes wad u need isnt all tis "comfortin" words... mayb all u need is a shoulder and a listenin ear... or mayb all u need is a guy to comfort u... so u can forget all bout him...
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Cause i noe i need jux tat...
i noe of tis gal who used to love being herself...
her hobbies are always done durin her free time...
and once she's free, she will go find her close gal pals of hers, and hang out...
when she's sad/down, her pals are there wif her...
when she is happy, she tells her pals...
but there was a period of time, she hides sumtin BIG frm her pals...
but her pals end up found out, after askin her...
and her pals nv got angry wif her...
but soon she had to split up wif her pals cause all of them were chasin different dreams...
and she too wanted to chase her dream(s)...
but she didnt go and chase her deep down passion...
instead, she went on to study sumtin tat was so stable...
e job tat she found thru connections and learnt new stuffs, makin new colleagues...
and durin tat job where she had a very very sweet time/moment...
it was sweet/tender moment tat she hid frm her pals...
and tat job tat interest her, it became her new study subject...
and she went to tat skool...
where she found new friends...
and she thot she was happy...
but it ended wrongly...
e sweet/tender moment she once had,
she broke it off...
she was e one tat make e decisions...
yet, she regrets it...
jux cause she wanted independent...
she regrets it, and make an amendment to it...
but it seems tat it wont last at all...
no matter how much amendments she made to it,
it can nv b as sweet as it used to b...
so she let it go... and e sweet moment start to become a pain in her...
she tried to get over... e sweet moment guy kept in contact wif her...
askin/beggin, to b wif her...
she jux couldnt b wif him... cause she knew he wasnt e one for her...
he was jux usin her... and she knew tired of being used...
so she focus on her skool works...
it seems to help at first...
but it became too unbearable...
she gave in and end up meetin him...
but their r/s status???
it was still friends...
soon, e situation changed to a rather complicated style...
she grew jealous of her close opposite sex pal, jux cause he has a gf...
even thou, they kept very close contact wif each other...
she was lyk his mentor??? i suppose u can say tat...
then they split cause he thot he found a new gal...
but it didnt happen and he went back wif tat gal...
she was there for him when he needed her...
and when he split wif tat gal, and found another one quite soon after,
it was lyk gettin worst for him...
e wrong kind of magnet...
he isnt very handsome, isnt very style, isnt very rich,
but he is kind... he lyks to help his friends... he's a guy to joke wif, to relax wif...
he's lyk ur punchin bag...
they still hanged out wif each other if their schedules allows...
but even if they didnt hang out, they kept very close contact...
any prob tis gal has, she will turn to her pals and him...
she thot tat she and him are jux gotta remain as very close friends, and tat's e line drawn...
but recently, she experiences some rather very not to her liking stuffs...
where she dont have any idea how to deal wif...
and even tat guy pal of her has in a way lost contact wif her...
she tried msgin him, but he either doesnt reply or he replies her 1 msg...
she have no idea wad happen...
but, she jux put it all on e facts tat their schedules are very different...
and tat her pal actually bothers to join and keep up wif all his different ccas...
so she seek comforts frm her closest pals... but it seems to her, they dont really understand e situation she's in...
nvm, tat's wad she said...
"i shall solve it a step at a time... but i shall focus on my studies first... tat's rather more impt than e rest of these problems..." she thot to herself...
and so, she focus on her studies and drifted of to her study land... but somehow, it jux irriates her tat no matter how much she ignores, it jux continues to piss her off...
so she tried new methods of buryin herself into... lyk her passion - singin... lyk wad her close friends do - in novels... lyk her rich friends do - watchin movies... lyk a new-found passion - lookin at music videos... she tries to get herself suck into e world of make-believe... a saddistic... she believes there's no love, no happiness... they are all lies to make e world look lyk a better place...
or mayb it can be found but jux not by her... mayb fate has tis play tat once u get it, u shouldnt let it go... mayb she should have gasp tat... but she found out too late...
hey gal, u gotta listen to wad ur heart tells u to... if u need a listenin ear, go find ur close pals... and bla bla bla...
mayb sumtimes wad u need isnt all tis "comfortin" words... mayb all u need is a shoulder and a listenin ear... or mayb all u need is a guy to comfort u... so u can forget all bout him...
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.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Cause i noe i need jux tat...
Paranoid
later 2day, there will be a chat via facebook wif jonas brothers... hahax... i feel lyk leh... but then, i wont b able cause of e timin... and i will b on e way home by then... i so pity nick and btw, i kinda of tink nick is so much better lookin joe or kevin... hahax... and joe is such a joker... no wonder nick looks so much more mature than e other two... lol... jux watched e past 2 sessions of e chat frm last 2 weeks... a few nice songs worth lookin forward to... and i prefer nick so much more than e other 2, wait, didnt i say tat already??? lol... goes to show i go for younger guys than older... zZz... =.=||| but then, he's younger than me by say 1 yr... so tat's okay... LOL!!!
skippin mornin class 2molo, since i dont wan to b in skool for 6 hrs break... damn sian if lyk tat... hahax... goin for law 2molo only... which is lyk 2 hrs nia... zZz...
Ciao!~ go sleep liao... hahax...
Tuesday, 2 June 2009
Winners of e MTV AWARD 2009!
WiNNERS!!!
best breakthru female - Ashley Tisdale "HSM 3"
best fight - robert pattinson Vs. Cam Gigandet "twilight"
best breakthru male - robert pattinson "Twilight"
best male performance - zac effron "HSM 3"
best WTF moment - Amy Poehler "Baby Mama"
best song in a movie - The Climb, Miley Cyrus "Hannah Montana:the Movie"
MTV Generation Award - Ben Stiller
best villain - Heath Ledger "The Dark Knight"
best female performance - Kristen Stewart "twilight"
best comedic performance - Jim Carrey " Yes Man"
best movie - TWILIGHT
and followin are some videos frm e award show... funny moments for u to enjoy... :)
watch tis... is super FUNNY!!! ( award : best kiss)
the andy make of twilight...
Sneak Preview of New Moon
Presentin to Ben Stiller (very funny)
Kristen Stewart Speech & droppin of e award (LOL!)
Jim Carrey Speech (a weird way)
Best Movie
and of course, there are sneak preview of all e comin up movies, all shown durin e award session :
- tranformers
- harry potter and the half blooded prince
- new moon
Ciao!~ damn happy tat twilight WON!!! hahax... tanks to my vote... lol...
Monday, 1 June 2009
This is me...
Part of e movie, camp rock - this is me...
Part of e movie, camp rock - Gotta Find U...
Part of e movie, camp rock - We rock... (in german subtitle)
as stated in yesterday post, i finally saw e movie... nth much to say la... i wan to watch my mtv movie awards NOW!!!
THE PREVIEW OF NEW MOON!!! argh!!! I WAN TO WATCH!!! oh, twilight won e best movie at yesterday MTV movie awards... e list of winners will b posted 2molo after i watched e show finish 2nite... lol... YEAH!!! :)
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