U jux simply can't understand wad i mean... is not bout tat thing... is bout the fact tat i have fallen deeper than i permitted myself to fall for u... if anything were to happen, i seriously dont know what i will do... murder myself, maybe... how i wish i can prevent it.... u idiot moron... but if things were to happen all over again, i would still blame myself and not u... and... i would rather the same thing happened again... cause i'm simply sinkin too deeply into u... u guai kia... wont even pon skool to meet me... idiot...