Haix... had another quarreling session wif him again... Yes, we may have broke up, but i dont know y but the both of us jux cant control our temper... anger get flare up damn bloody easily la... Say wan to love me, but wad rubbish time can u forks out for me... much less, u dont even care bout me lor... is always either u online or me... but guess wad, most of the time is me... send u offline msg, u only reply halo?!? wad??? then msg u, u nv reply... always mux msg 2 times then reply one... idiot... i dont care bout u anymore... ask u if i give u another chance, u can no longer give me a sure ans... haix... guess u didnt fall as deep as u claim... Lier... grrr... i hat e ppl to lie to me... dont u ever try on me... can't u ever be sure of ur ans or reply??? always askin me to decide... can't u be more assuring of ur thot??? can't u jux let me find tat stupid sense of security from u??? haix... i can jux bet u didnt think of me as much as i did, u asshole... ARGH!!!!!!!!!! Y am i not recovering??? i cant even try to bury... it always surface b4 it gets another layer to be pour on... argh!!! i jux hate it la... u r idiotly makin me shift my focus frm my studies to u... i dont wan... i wan to bury u deep... make it disappear... but now, i'm even more lonely than ever... i may appear to be smilin and all bloodly crap, but u hurt me deep... i still as lonely as i can be... Y??? Y??? Y??? mayb cause u were my light to brighten up the dullness... But, the light been vanish frm me... haix... guess, it was my fault... cant blame u for it... i was the one who ask for it... so it marks the end... somehow, when i look at myself, i will think of u... but hey, no one is blamin u... i end it... so, of course fault on me... since, u wan to be clear bout those faults... u might think wad i type are not true... but those are actually true to me... i'm sry tat it hurts u readin all these craps u think i'm writing, but hey, this is my only place to vent my anger... or saddness... i cant dump it anyway else... no one... no place other than here... but even if i dump it here, i cant dump u here... u are still part of me, that will nv change... if it were to happen again, i'm jux not sure i would like it to happen again if it would to end like this... but if it ends some other way, i think i dont mind it happen over again... mayb i might still choose u... dont think of everything is not possible... there is nothing in the world tat is suppose to be impossible...

K, i'm super bored... tat y i crapped lyk bloodly lots... haix... done my crm liao... so i'm bored... forget it... mayb i go play pokemon... hahax... but i shouldnt have name one of my pokemon u... i shouldnt have let blastorise be name as u...haix... so i will still see u... sian diao...