Supposed to be the 5th month(22/7), but tankx to both of us, it gone... u should be happy now... then u get ur freedom back... can go back to trainin as and when u like... life is free for both u and me... well, tried to go back to what i was b4... before my changed self... had a very good laugh on the way home... due to shi xian entertaining us... she the pro on u noe wad... hahax... but hey, i still think of u... i'm sry that u think u are hurt deeper then me, but hey, u cant compare... all i know, my hurt cant recover... my hurt is not that kind that u can give me a few hours and all is gone... i'm freakin sry, but all i can do is buried it deep in some part of me... but it will still be in me... that part will not change... or mayb cause i dont wan it to change... u can be fuckin angry wif urself for all u wan... or u can even fuck urself all u wan... i dont care... or should i say y should i care??? i can hardly recover, much less even care... after reading the previous post, i wrote and told u not to sms me... but wad did u do??? ignore me... fine... u make me feel like crying all over again... and this time, worse, on the public bus... arent u happy tat i'm sick already... now, u still wan me to cry on public bus... how much embarassment are u plannin to give to me??? i seriously dont tink i understand u as well as i thot i would... i'm sry, mayb tat y it didnt work out between us... mayb cause we lack the understandin... or mayb cause of other reasons tat i cant b bother to find out... mayb cause i dont wan to b reminded of the pain i was for u... i noe u dont dare to tag my board now... i jux dont noe wad to do now... turn left or right??? which way will lead me out of the pain??? or will even let me get out of my this lazy shell i build for my own comfort, so i can study... everytime i study, i look at my phone to see if there is ur msg... but i have no choice but to go back to study... cause there is no more us... there is jux me only or u only... is no longer the equation... u are not the only one been lonely... is jux lyk my world jux fall.... and i have to rebuild it... i'm sry tat my world doesnt include u ... loneliness came into me long b4 it came to u...

Offically, 7 days gone... one week...