the truth is out. (updated)

so the truth is out now. and the truth is that you have another girl while i was away. the truth is that you indirectly cheated on me because you didn't want to tell me that you found another girl and not that you preferred your freedom, and not that you were stressed. those were just bullshits excuses. just so you know pal, you actually added her when i was over there. i noticed it, but i didn't say anything because it's your freedom to be friends with anybody. and when i found out, i guessed i wouldn't be surprised that you actually went out with her a few times when i was over there because i still remember about you and your "friends" going to amk and ice cream session. i don't know whether that's considered a good thing that you "cheated" behind my back, or that it's my assumption that you "cheated" behind my back because I know you did since I only have 2 friends in common, and one of them is you. just so you think there's no old me that you didn't see, pal, look at how i message you. you had the freedom to party away, i didn't question, i didn't ask because you have the right to, just like how i gave you the right to initially because all i cared for was your safety.

truth be told, i'm pissed off and a bit hurt. because firstly, you guys are going thru the exact same route when we first started. yes ahjuushi, you may think i am being deceived by my own illusion, but i have evidences that you said the same things to me. I don't know if that's what you always do to every girl, but i know in you that marriage is always your end goal. same like you once said to me. you may said different now to me, but like you said, those are the past. you said you have plans to settle down with her, exact same thing you said to me when we started. but ahjuushi, that's the first year chemistry in case you forgotten. secondly, the first time i met your friends also via a picnic, different location - barrage, same timing - night time. so what's the diff between her n me? i can't say a thing because i don't know her, and i don't judge her based on what i don't know. but you should that you love to repeat history on yourself. someone cheated on you, now you cheated on me. you told me you aren't a jerk, but hey, guess what, you are doing that right now. or maybe cause your definition of jerk means diff thing to you. thirdly, you guys are going the underground love route just like how we started. and i wonder what other similar routes you are going to use on her that you did with me.

maybe to you, the only thing in your mind is that we agreed to break up then. but if we agreed then, why did you bother to try again? because you haven't give up. yes, you have given up now because you found another girl, but what makes you so sure karma won't get back at you for doing this to me?

and pal oh pal, just so you know, researchers said that if you haven't forgotten about your old love, your new love will look/feel pretty similar to old love. so ahjuushi, looks like you need to think about it thru yourself. maybe you like her because she doesn't have much rules in the family like mine, maybe cause you two have more freedom together, but at the end of the day, you can only deceived yourself this much with what is in front of you, and who you actually love is not only about feel, but about how supportive that person will be for you, just like all the things i have done for you that i did not take credit for, because sometimes if you know the truth, you will know what is love.

I'm pretty sure this is how you talk to every girl. when talking about marriage.