Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Cry Me A River - JT

had lots of laughter 2day... :)
even thou it's jux a short 3 hrs, but had lots of laughter...
yes, i'm short... *grrr*
no, i have broad shoulders, dont u believe it..? *pouts*
but it's kind of u to end e day by sayin it...
:)
yes, we can actually watch e movie via internet, but end up we chose to watched it at e cinema... and tankx to e very long long line to queue, we end up late... hahax...
anyway, kinda of shock e cinema we got was GV max... lol... dont notice any difference thou... hahax...
yes, we watched sum ting tat is super super long ago show liao... hahax...
can u guess???
it has to do wif these...

1) a truck???


2) a bee???


i suppose u can guess liao la... hahax... is not jux any truck, but it's a truck transformin into Optimus Prime... hahax... and it's jux not any bee, it's Bumblebee...




yes, it's Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen
i got to admit, e animation is cool... but other than tat, i sum wad cant catch some of e lines... zZz... first time watched english films and i cant catch e speeches... oh well, got to blame it on e robots... who ask them to talk so soft... hahax... later ppl see tis, then say i nv dig my ear... LOL!!! i shoot usin tat sentence too... :P hahax...

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on another sadder note, some parts of e movie remind me of me and eugene... and yes, in e first place, a cinema already kind of remind me of him... except tis time e guy is not him... i hate havin tis kind of feelins once more... it's lyk every tin re-surface ever since tat time he msg me... i dont noe... i hate tis feelin of dunno-in... i hate tat u drew me back to e past...
but yet, i dont feel a ting for him... somehow, it's more of older brother takin care of younger sis tat kind of ting... is not lyk wad i feel for eugene... i feel lyk cryin already... i'm freakin f-uckin vexed over tis matter!!! how can i not forget all bout eugene??? how come i have to linger on and on??? or rather, how come tis part of memory doesnt wash away??? i dont give a damn if he's fuckin arrogant, if he's a fuckin playboy, if he's a fuckin idiot, if he's jux a fuckin guy, if he's jux another fuckin guy who tink wif his penis, if he's fuckin undecidin, if he's fuckin childish and wadeva else u guys dont lyk bout him, jux dont make me do tis again...
damn u, eugene...
and worst, damn me to hell and back, jolyn...
u sucks... u cant even go thru tis again...
pls, jux dont do tis to me anymore...
i cant take it already...
u either jux leave me alone (which everyone prefers it tis way)
or u get back wif me... (not tat i'm despo or wad)
jux, pls, i beg u, dont do tis to me again...
dont leave me to crumple down all over again...
yes, i have no idea y ur words, jux those simple 6 words can make me fall once more...
i'm already near to a state to beg u...
i wish tat i'm brave,
i wish i can say tat i'm not afraid,
really wish he would let me in,
cus the same way i'm scared of him,
i'm scared of being hurt again...
i wish i can say it's time to let go,
i wish i can say i can let go of my heart,
and tat it's time for a brand new start,
but i cant...

and now, i'm left to crumple...

Happy Birthday, Sis!!!
Happy Birthday, Edna!!!