i goin to post a super wordy post here... i sharin a story bout tis gal... so dont blame me for no pic... cause i have no idea wad pic to put here... mayb e pic of e gal??? hahax... so if u dont lyk wordy post, GO AWAY!!! Shoo!!! hahax... but u r welcome to read it if it interest u...
i noe of tis gal who used to love being herself...
her hobbies are always done durin her free time...
and once she's free, she will go find her close gal pals of hers, and hang out...
when she's sad/down, her pals are there wif her...
when she is happy, she tells her pals...
but there was a period of time, she hides sumtin BIG frm her pals...
but her pals end up found out, after askin her...
and her pals nv got angry wif her...
but soon she had to split up wif her pals cause all of them were chasin different dreams...
and she too wanted to chase her dream(s)...
but she didnt go and chase her deep down passion...
instead, she went on to study sumtin tat was so stable...
e job tat she found thru connections and learnt new stuffs, makin new colleagues...
and durin tat job where she had a very very sweet time/moment...
it was sweet/tender moment tat she hid frm her pals...
and tat job tat interest her, it became her new study subject...
and she went to tat skool...
where she found new friends...
and she thot she was happy...
but it ended wrongly...
e sweet/tender moment she once had,
she broke it off...
she was e one tat make e decisions...
yet, she regrets it...
jux cause she wanted independent...
she regrets it, and make an amendment to it...
but it seems tat it wont last at all...
no matter how much amendments she made to it,
it can nv b as sweet as it used to b...
so she let it go... and e sweet moment start to become a pain in her...
she tried to get over... e sweet moment guy kept in contact wif her...
askin/beggin, to b wif her...
she jux couldnt b wif him... cause she knew he wasnt e one for her...
he was jux usin her... and she knew tired of being used...
so she focus on her skool works...
it seems to help at first...
but it became too unbearable...
she gave in and end up meetin him...
but their r/s status???
it was still friends...
soon, e situation changed to a rather complicated style...
she grew jealous of her close opposite sex pal, jux cause he has a gf...
even thou, they kept very close contact wif each other...
she was lyk his mentor??? i suppose u can say tat...
then they split cause he thot he found a new gal...
but it didnt happen and he went back wif tat gal...
she was there for him when he needed her...
and when he split wif tat gal, and found another one quite soon after,
it was lyk gettin worst for him...
e wrong kind of magnet...
he isnt very handsome, isnt very style, isnt very rich,
but he is kind... he lyks to help his friends... he's a guy to joke wif, to relax wif...
he's lyk ur punchin bag...
they still hanged out wif each other if their schedules allows...
but even if they didnt hang out, they kept very close contact...
any prob tis gal has, she will turn to her pals and him...
she thot tat she and him are jux gotta remain as very close friends, and tat's e line drawn...
but recently, she experiences some rather very not to her liking stuffs...
where she dont have any idea how to deal wif...
and even tat guy pal of her has in a way lost contact wif her...
she tried msgin him, but he either doesnt reply or he replies her 1 msg...
she have no idea wad happen...
but, she jux put it all on e facts tat their schedules are very different...
and tat her pal actually bothers to join and keep up wif all his different ccas...
so she seek comforts frm her closest pals... but it seems to her, they dont really understand e situation she's in...
nvm, tat's wad she said...
"i shall solve it a step at a time... but i shall focus on my studies first... tat's rather more impt than e rest of these problems..." she thot to herself...
and so, she focus on her studies and drifted of to her study land... but somehow, it jux irriates her tat no matter how much she ignores, it jux continues to piss her off...
so she tried new methods of buryin herself into... lyk her passion - singin... lyk wad her close friends do - in novels... lyk her rich friends do - watchin movies... lyk a new-found passion - lookin at music videos... she tries to get herself suck into e world of make-believe... a saddistic... she believes there's no love, no happiness... they are all lies to make e world look lyk a better place...
or mayb it can be found but jux not by her... mayb fate has tis play tat once u get it, u shouldnt let it go... mayb she should have gasp tat... but she found out too late...
hey gal, u gotta listen to wad ur heart tells u to... if u need a listenin ear, go find ur close pals... and bla bla bla...
mayb sumtimes wad u need isnt all tis "comfortin" words... mayb all u need is a shoulder and a listenin ear... or mayb all u need is a guy to comfort u... so u can forget all bout him...
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Cause i noe i need jux tat...
