i'm freakin bored... nth to do... geex... mayb i should go wif anica for e interview 2molo... hahax... yup... i should... but is long-term de leh... mayb i should... but parents dont agree to long-term job... sharks... hmmm... but i wan to work long-term... at least it keeps my mind occupy... at least it takes my mind of u... i seriously tink i fallen too deep tis time around... but wadeva... retail therapy will get me thru... hahax... went to eye centre again, came back... then went to cp to buy my favourite dragon beard... hahax... always has a weakness for it... same thing goes for chocolate, coffee, ice cream... especially cookies & cream chocolate... or white chocolate... or mofca... hahax... hmmm... readin my nora roberts book now... damn interestin book... cause murder is always such a beautiful art work by human killin another human tat is resulted frm e left-over effect of war... yes, we dont see much of such "events" in sgp, but isn't it interesting??? guess, i'm sick... but in tat book, where e rich are bloody rich, it seems so normal... e main character Lieutenant Eve Dallas and her muilti-billionaire Husband, Roarke... haix... if life can jux b lyk Eve... her life dont seems to have any dull moments... but e sad thing is, she's not a social-butterfly... but how life can b lyk her... haix... such a lovin husband who happens to b rich... a hse so big... haix... in my fantasy little world, mayb it might happen...

ciao for now... i shall go back to dreamin bout life as Eve instead of me... cause all i tink about is u... geex... can't i ever tink of anything else other than u??? wadeva...