Hello!

zZz... bored... aparently, they arent up for bball... zZz... but anyway, damn tired... wan to sleep but cant sleep... mayb later go buy sleepin pills... hahax... as if... zZz... but anyway, came to blog here bout last nite... well, techincally i shouldnt blog bout it la... but somehow i feel better bout writin all out... is lyk who even read my blog in e first place??? so super wordy... zZz... hahax... but a blog is somethin i wan to write out... something to voice out anyway... hahax... k la... here goes... but i noe some ppl might not approve of wad i did... but i think mayb tis method seriously work for me... k, i confessed to him... dumb??? mayb... but i feel tat i should voice out... haix... story goes : i told him i was workin which is lyk already cut out some part b4 tat la... hahax... anyway, then i ask him does he noe e reason y i work??? which is lyk equally stupid of me to ask, cause is lyk zZz, of course he wont noe la... hahax... but anyway, then after a few rounds of guessin game, i told him (well, part of it la, to u noe, lyk test e water...)... haix... he say he noes wad i mean... which i dont noe whether to believe anot... then cause he nv reply, i already felt open, so i pour all out... zZz... haix... told him all of it... as in lyk i work so i can forget bout him... & everytime(last time la...), i ask for break-up cause of 1 reason... i dont wan to grow too sticky to him... u get wad i mean... but it seems it's not possible to b unsticky as to me now already GG liao... hahax... so first, he ask me in another words is i need him la... which is lyk duh... but he ask oso got no use... then ask him y he ask, he said for fun... which is lyk zZz... haix... if ask for fun, then dont ask, cause tis kind of qn is lyk stupidly givin ppl hope la... zZz...then, he ask me whether i need his help... which i dont get it... cause i can i forget bout him by askin him to help??? err... fine, too blur for me... so i told him wad can he do??? & he said anything... which i tink was really sweet... hahax... then i sort of bullshit a bit by tellin him to jump off e buildin... hahax... of course got add jokin la... then he keep askin me how come i nv get another bf... which is lyk not a need for me... at least for now la... zZz... then i shoot back y he keep askin me whether i nv find another bf, then he said dont noe & shoot other qns bout he wantin to meet his gf but ppl studyin for o's... & here's e stupid thing, i advice him... is lyk i'm not even sucessful in my own, i go advice ppl... zZz... well, jolyn, u r brillant... zZz... freakin brillant... zZz... so i told him, now he holiday but gf studyin... then when gf holiday, he studyin... TIME is always a prob... zZz... so told him a bit of gal POV... lyk how a gal wans her bf by her side when she bored & all other stuffs... lyk gf will wan him to pon class & other stuff la... which he tis type wont do de... tat i noe for sure... he tis type scared parents de, how to pon... hahax... tat time, wif him, he already nv pon liao lor... zZz... hahax... so anyway, moved on to him scoldin me for doin so little at e gym... zZz... lyk as if he my personal gym instructor... zZz... then he say he will pei me go next time, to teach me how to use those equipments... zZz... which make me look lyk an idiot who dont noe how to use... zZz... I NOE HOW TO USE, OK!!! JUX, I "TOO TALL" LIAO... KEEP HITTIN E STUPID EQUIPMENTS... *snort* zZz...then cause i say priority is to cut down weight, he ask me EVERYDAY, go out & run 10km... zZz... EVERYDAY??? i not siao yet... then i told him, only he lyk runnin... then abit of debattin here & there, went to zZz... hahax... he la... not me... i not early sleeper... then of course, he wish me good nite, & here it goes : "Ya. hahax. nitex. luv ya." then i shoot him, back say he shouldnt say luv me la... cause i can go complain to his gf... hahax... then he shoot me back say as if i noe who... *snort* hahax... true, but hey, nv challenge a gal... cause gal's pal is always bitchy... so errmmm... u noe... how bitchy i can be... hahax... & he added in e last sms tat he read my blog... K, here e *shockin* part... WAD???? HE READ MY BLOG??????????? OMG!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO DEAD LA... ZZZ... SO HE WILL NOE WAD I BITCH ABOUT... :P DEAD! SOMEONE SHOOT ME WIF A GUN, PLZZ... ERR... SHOOT ME!!!!!!!! LONG-RANGE MISSLE/ SHOT-GUN/ RIFLE/ ANY TYPE OF GUN... PLZ!!!!!! JUX KILL ME... ZZZ... I'M SO DEAD LOR... HE READ MY BLOG, WHEN I SHOOT ALL MY ANGER HERE... ZZZ... k, i already msg him back whether he angry over readin my blog... but nv reply... so i oso dont noe... ppl, pls tell me... GUY friends( mayb i should ask yun sheng) *snort*, pls tell me e normal guy response of tis matter... zZz... But all in all, i feel so much better after pourin all out... zZz... hahax... but anyway, tankx for sayin wan to help me out... i tink i wan to manage tis by myself... cause it will at least make me feel my own control... tis, i gonna help myself... may time cure it, no matter how long... cause curin it is a healin process tat takes time... & time is wad i need...

Oh ya, i have e most wonderful breadfast... a piece of brownie frm secret recipe & a glass of fresh milk... now, i so feel lyk i put on pounds... zZz... OOO, & IT'S CHOCOLATE TRIPLE WIF WALNUT... YUMMY... CHOCOLATE... SO SWEET... *snort* goes to show tat i have an unerring sweet tooth... yeah! i love sweet stuffs... chocolate is e way to my heart... hahax... zZz... BUT HAVE TO B I GOT EAT ONE LA... hahax... zZz... *snort* tink i so easy tell u e way to my heart ar... *snort*... BUT, I LOVE SECRET RECIPE WALNUT BROWNIE!!! WIF CHOCOLATE FUDGE POUR ALL OVER E TOP!!!!!!!!! YUMMY...



U hungry now??? hahax...
& i having tis for lunch... Chocolate Indulgence... yummy...
*mouth watering*



& i'm bored now... i wan go shoot hoops... "boyfriends" a.k.a loy loy & AHNA, let's go shoot hoops leh...

Oh ya, tat fortune cookie there under my wishlist tells me tis : " Go ahead & be as sexy as you can be"... *snort*... wad kind of cookie say tis??? as of now, i tink tat cookie is so fake... DONT HEAL IT'S ADVICE!!!!!!!!!!! hahax...

Ciao...

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k, jux finish watchin absolute boyfriend epi 1... k, i'm slow... but tat cause i finish watchin all e anime i wanted to watch... tat y now then i watch tis... zZz... fine... I IN LOVE WIF ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND TIS SHOW... CAUSE IS SUPER FUNNY & AT LEAST U GET WADEVA U WISH IN UR IDEAL BOYFRIEND... BUT PROB IS TAT IT'S A ROBOT... but wadeva... as long as wadeva u wish in ur boyfriend, this ideal boyfriend will b jux wad u wan it to b... it's programme to b e charater u wan it to b... haix... if only in real life, there is tis type of thing, then i will b so happy... well, not e part where ti robot keep wantin to have sex la... tat is lyk zZz... u should watch tis show... damn nice... & love tis robot... hahax... other than he keep askin e gal for sex, which is lyk no-no... zZz... more later... got to cook dinner... hahax...

Ciao...

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zZz... watched finish 3 episode of absolute boyfriend... NICE NICE NICE~!!!!!! very kawaliteh neh... hahax... loved tat robot & e boss... so cool... if only i got such a boyfriend... haix... if only such tings happen in real life... *snort* as if... fat dreams... as if such ting will happen, which is a no-no, it would b tat u found ur soul-mate... e one who u r destiny to have a a future wif, to create a future tat no one can disturb, e one & only future tat u both have to overcome together... haix... but chances of havin ur soulmate is equal to zero... cause ur soulmate can b anyway on earth... zZz... haix... sweet dreams lor... haix... tat y ppl get married wif their other half may not always b their soulmate... but in ur life, u should have at least met ur soulmate at least once... u may b strangers wif him/her, or even once in a relationship b4 wif each other, or sum other things tat i cant rmb... well, accordin to research la... zZz... so up to u whether u wan to believe or not lor... hahax...