我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
This is the song of my love life. Maybe it's time I keep things to myself and suffer alone (which i have been doing very quite some time now). maybe it's time to go thru everything myself so I can grow even more. I'm enjoying independent life like how I used to but that doesn't mean I don't think about those times. maybe i never will stop thinking about those times. Guess I found another reason to dislike Jay Chou afterall. The tears that flow whenever I hear this song.... till today...
anyway, found a part time job. decided to try it. guess i still like to work at places where people can't find me easily unless they buy some form of "entrance ticket". Just wanna be thankful for everything I have now. Maybe not asking for anything is the best way to get everything. or maybe when you start appreciating everything you have around you, and not asking for more than what you should have in the Maslow Hierarchy of Needs, things will come when it's time for them to be at your door steps. so force of nature, is it time for some positive enlightenment into my life now? because i'm waiting.
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