see... i knew it... blogger aint gettin any better... hahax... it's back to being spoilt...
can't say it too fast, e next min u noe, it's spoilt again... zZz...
anyway, regardin e 6 surveys, haix... dont talk bout it already... i seriously dont get it in e mind of guys la... mayb tat's y it's 2 different planets... haix... :(
i cant believe tat e world is rotatin and nth aint gettin better... wad shit is tis???
y is it tis feelin of idk wad, causin me to b pulled down??? weighin me down???
it's causin me more than ever to escape reality...
yes, i wanted to escape it all this while, but e urge has nv being so strong...
and now e urge is pullin me, urgin me to escape... i'm afraid i dont wan to escape wif u anymore... :(
cause i dont tink i'm strong enough to pull myself out of it, moreover pullin u out of it... :(
but then again, i doubt u have e time to escape wif me...
ur promises, as usual, are broken by u, once more... i dont noe how to lay my trust in u anymore... :(
and i'm afraid to let u see my weak side once more...
mayb i need tis vacation... to far away island...
to relax... and to cry out of my heart content...
and to forget everytin includin myself, and e basic informations... where i stay, wad's my number and so on...
to escape reality... tat shall b my goal for now...
