Hello!
back frm e eye centre... sianx... so tired... yet nth to do for 2day other than makin dinner 2nite and drinkin... zZz...
borin life...
hate my life...
hate my past...
hate my decisions...
hate tat i'm stupid...
hate every step i take in life...
hate tat i cant get wad i wan in life even after givin up...
haix... all in all, i hate everythin bout me...
freakin flu still cant get over wif...
every mornin, wake up, still fuckin flu bug in me...
y doesnt anythin at all go my way???
Y??? Y??? Y???
realised tat i keep questionin myself...
i seldom do tat in e past... fuckin hell...
y do i keep questionin myself???
ARGH!!!
haix... christmas is 2molo... and JO has no plans...
all she is doin for christmas is drinkin... and get drunk...
and to sleep away e unhappiness, regrets, all negative side of her...
and to continue prayin tat those wishes of hers will come true and last foreva...
(read my previous day post - 12.43pm)
CIAO!!!
