Just tell me 为什么

k, i shall have a proper post... other than flarin up bout my tis lappy(which tis lappy has to tank some ppl, cause tat person saved ur "life") but wadeva... nth much for e past 2 days... bored... read my storybks, which i can proudly admit, i'm done!!! too bad... i'm waitin for e next bk to e series, i tink??? cause not possible e story end lyk tat ma... how come adam nv go woo mercedes??? as in, he lyks her, she lyks him, but no action??? other than 3 dates and a almost made-out session in e garage??? zZz... oh well, then again, all those bks i have been readin recently has no perfect endin, which i suppose suites me jux fine... :X
and one tin i jux realise, is all e ladies as e main character!!! YEAH!!! aannd e guys are jux supportin her role even further... oh man, damn nice la... hahax... and both series are bout fightin... OH, and one more thing, the guy will claimed the ladies as their mates, to protect or to save for themselves, tat i dont noe la... cause cover is say to protect, but then can also be to "book" her for himself... alphas are all very dominant... so... hahax...


this series is about sasha being a shadow wolves(brothers of the werewolves packs)... BUT, she is DNA created... so is not pure... and she is raised by humans in e military... hahax... so e action packed is in it... damn nice... hahax... and it stop tellin me whether is she wif hunter??? even though, hunter claimed her as his mate... and so everyone respected her... cause hunter is an alpha... and is all bout blood, vampires, werewolves, killings, shadow wolves, DNA re-creations, fae and many more...



her bks are some wad diff... e main char is mercedes thompson who is a coyote, a creature tat is in between werewolves and human... but she oso can shapeshift... only ting is she cant fight as well as a werewolves... cause werewolves change and their wolves forms are heavier... but when mercy changed, no extra weight is added on... BUT, most kinds of magic dont work on her... cause she is protected... and she will wear tis necklace of lamb against vampires instead of a cross... but she is mechanic... so u noe where to find her and wad her job is roughly bout... she has connections to all parties livin in her area... be it werewolves, vampires or faes, she trust her connections... and they treat her damn well too... she was raised by a werewolf pack but left tat area cause her uncle didnt wan her to marry samuel... which in the end, came to fight wif adam over her... not literally fight la... but as in dominant fight... and she kinda of cares for adam and his daughter, Jesse, who didn wan to go back to her mother there cause of her mother freq ermm, diff boyfriends and errmmm, sex wif them...(one tin i dont get it, how come a state can be called as eugene??? errrr, i have no idea how did tat name become a state in america... hahax...) and so e battles will somehow involve the werewolves, and since adam is e alpha(leader), and always ends up being kidnapped(how useless is he??? haix...), Mercy has to come to his rescue... zZz...

nice storylines... but then again, u have to lyk e supernatural to love e storylines la... hahax...
k la... not even a proper post... lol... short proper post then...

Sat~
at home most of e day, i tink... cant rmb liao lor... lol... short memory... zZz... didnt use lappy... mayb tat y it died on me 2day... grrr... had visitors at night... didnt chat wif them, bad hostress, but read my storybks... studied a bit of econs... end of day...

Sun~
at home in e mornin... helped to cook lunch, mee rebus... yummy... then head out for ah ma's hse... bought lappy along to do abit of auto-cads... did a bit of blockins... then ate streamboat for dinner... back home... bout to commit suicide for my lappy but someone saved it frm it's death... grr... no choice, 2molo IT helpdesk it have to be... haix... sianx...

Ciao!~

WHEN YOU'RE MAD

BLOODY BASTARD SON-OF-A-BITCH...
I HATE U BIG TIME ACER...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
i'm so piss!!! bloody asshole lappy of mine...
everythin in it is spoilt... crap...
EVEN E BASIC USE OF INTERNET OSO SPOILT...
EVEN I WAN TO DO MY AUTO-CAD, NOW OSO SPOILT...
REGRET BRINGIN TO MY GRANDMA'S HSE...
ONCE COME BACK, EVERYTIN ALL SPOILT...
ASSHOLE...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KEEP ASKIN ME WHETHER I ALLOW THIS WEBPG TO GO THRU OR WADSOEVA...
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...
EVEN E BASIC MSN OSO CANT USE...
BLOODY ASSHOLE ACER LAPTOP!!!
U GUYS MAYB WONT EVEN SEE MY LAPTOP 2MOLO...
CAUSE I'M TAKIN A GUN AND POINTIN IT AT E HEAD ASKIN HIM/HER TO JUMP OFF E BUILDIN...
6TH FLOOR IS CONFIRM DEATH...
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..............
BLOODY BASTARD, SPOILT ON ME...
U R BEYOND HOPE...
I HATE ACER LAPTOP...
U R SO JUMPIN OFF E BUILDIN RITE TIS MOMENT...
AFTER I POST THIS POST...
SCREWED INTERGRATED PROJECT OF AUTO-CADS AND IDS...

I TINK CAUSE I OPEN 3D VIZ, NOW LAPPY LYK TAT...
ASS...
VIRUS...
ROAR!!!!!!
U R SO LUCKY TAT I'M FULL, IF NOT I MAKE SURE I EAT U DOWN...
EVERY DAMN BLOODY ASSHOLE BITES...
U TIS BASTARD SON-OF-A-BITCH...
TRAVELMATE ARE SUCKERS...
HEAVY, UN-USER-FRIENDLY, SUCH A SUCKER BITCH, EASILY DOWN!!!
INSTALL, COME ASK U ALL E PROBS U CAN HAVE...
DOUBLE CONFIRM U WAN TO INSTALL ANOT???
SUCKERS, I SAID I WAN TO INSTALL, SO INSTALL LA...
ASK SO MUCH QNS FOR WAD???
U BLOODY ASSHOLE BITCH...
GRRRRRRR..........
ACER LAPTOPS SUCKS BIG TIME...
ASS...

Heartless

Hello!

here is my list of daily rants... too much sia... hahax...
anyway, head for skool earlier than usual... left hse lyk 15 mins earlier??? so i can catch e previous bus... lol... (since 156 comes every 15 mins...)
reach skool wif 10mins to spare but was already freezin my ass off... is damn cold la... first bus 156, uncle all of a sudden on so COLD!!! *shivering*
then took 74, *shivering* even more la... damn freakin cold... tank god i wore e "thick" leggings... BUT, after in skool, regret... damn it...
head for pac class... had a test... first time damn happy after doin pac test la... cause everythin is e same as everyone... YEAH!!! hopefully, i can score high... AND the best tin is, I NV STUDY AT ALL!!! hahax... cause i jux use e format then copy and paste e numbers frm qn into format... lol... then do finish, teach others... heheex...
TEC lesson after tat... couldnt understand wad doctor is teachin yet again... so read my storybk... and fell tired, so go sleep... then woke up... then sleep again... reason for wakin up, damn e chair wif bendable tables la... so easy slip off... zZz... then head for mes tutorial... and tat is when e regret kicks in...
tutorial = walk around e skool to see systems... (i mentioned it in yesterday post)
and and it suddenly become so hot la... i mean scaldin hot... heheex... see, still can write english essay de... lol... anyway, ended e walk at makan place... BUT, tanks to GF, we(j,gf,yj) went out to eat... cause she sick of skool food...
so went to btp - Bukit Timah Plaza, to eat... and ate KFC... lol... told her tat yoga's concert ticket got one day is sellin at 50% off... but i didnt see e date... then at KFC tat time, didnt feel my phone vibrate until towards e end... fiona called... and since i didnt pick up on time, it ended... so she called GF... and after answering, she saw a msg... and she start screamin bout me nv tell her is 2day... zZz... HELLO! i didnt even noe e date la... zZz...
so went to buy prepaid for fiona which we waited for quite a long while cause damn server cant log in la... so late for MES lecture liao, head back, later came back to buy wif fiona... so end up fiona bought for her... zZz...
and since we are late already, take bus faster rite??? BUT NO, GF say walked back... HELLO!!! i tink e dist was lyk 5km??? zZz... is definately more than my 3.2km walk... zZz... and somemore is walked frm BTP e back door to our skool front gate... when can walk back gate, she say front gate shorter... zZz... and since i couldnt b bother bout reachin on time, since we r already late,so walked my normal speed... BUT, GF was lyk jog-walkin tat kind of speed la... so she was in front of me... and i tried to slow down... cause YJ was havin hard time catchin up... then when she caught up, she say her leg achin... lol... then reachin liao, so ran all e way in... zZz... end up YJ was havin so hard time la... cannot blame la... Old already jiu lyk tat ma... HOR??? hahax...
after copyin all needed stuffs to b filled into summary of lecture notes and BIG LOOK OUT FOR, head to BTP yet again... deposit money machine is down, so fiona cant deposit... then went to buy... uncle said tat after we went off lyk 1 min, server ok liao... WTH??? zZz... damn it... so bought liao, went buy drinks... cause thirsty ma... took 52 wif fiona and head home...
and yet again, ANICA ONG made me addicited to another song... zZz... and tis song is??? see title la... bo doh... hahax... Oopies... =X hahax...

Ciao!~

result of quiz:
Jux treat e lines as invisible... and those words is e next rankin(in order of fear) tat i'm afraid to lose... last rank is death... so WO BU PA SI... lol...

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I remember

Hello!

back for daily dozage of rants... 2day went skool for 2 hrs, came back... sianx... last session of hip hoppy... danced to e song - I remember by Keyshia Cole... Not bad... her words are super meaningful... anyway, hip hop lesson is where i always find songs frm justis ipod to grab frm... hahax... =X danced lyrical hip hop yet again... head out to take bus home... damn weird la... everyone cross e zebra crossin to go class, but i cross to go take bus go home... then ppl stare... as if i wear somethin wrong... zZz... anyway, dont care, jux walked...
came home in an hr time (another record breakin session), took e same seat on both buses(74,156)... came home, read my storybk tat i borrowed on tue? read finish one, left another one... damn nice... but then again, i'm always interested in supernatural as in werewolves and vampires and fae and so on... not really much in ghost this type... and if includes fightin and battlin between werewolves, tat makes it all so much better... anyway, out of point... zZzz... read, bathe, sleep, eat maggie mee - cause lazy go down buy, then sleep some more, recieved anica's call, changed, got ready, went out to meet her, head to gym...
feelin abit of muscle ache here and there... did so many half-sit up la... now a bit of tummy ache... ZzZ... k la... no link... lol...
k la... now need to study PAC test for 2molo... i didnt even rmb la... zZz... until lyk on e way home then rmb... sianx... tat means i cant b late 2molo... oh, and we got a walk around skool 2molo... Y??? jux to see those systems... zZz... lame, rite??? i wan a shuttle bus... lol...

Ciao!~

And where were you when i cried at night?
Waking up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when i gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when i walked out.
I remember when i screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside I'm still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

L-O-V-E

Hello!

back to post bout 2day... and yes, i was late again... =X
and tis time by half an hour... and is kindly due to OUR SINGAPORE WORLD CLASS TRANSPORTATION!!! (Let's give a 3 cheers to them) *as if i will*
zZz... =.=|||
anyway, was lucky oso la... cause i reach classroom, then presentin... hahax... cause no even slides, so yan jun and me played scissors, paper, stone to select who speak wad... lol... then end up i only go skool for half an hour... BUT, we went to eat... since i had brunch, so i ate a bit only... went to blk 46 for some ppl to print tin(bought my EZ-LINK card to print... zZz...) then head for SIM to eat at e MEGAbites wif fiona, shi xian and dickson... too bad yj and gerald didnt tag along... damn long nv go there eat liao... bought peach tea, soup and fries to munch... then head home... sianx... took 156, sat e same seat as i went to skool... heheex... damn lucky... then e lady beside me wans to alight, ask me to press bell, and instead of pointin at e bell, she pointed at another lady... zZz... somemore i listenin to mp3, u tink i heard wad u said ar??? then another lady sittin e same row but on e opposite side(e layer layer bus), was laughin... zZz... gave her a cold stare, and she turned away and got embrassed... lol... i rox man... hahax... anyway, came back and sleep all e way until dinner... zZz... oh and of course, read my storybks on weres and vamps... hahax... I'm too engross in werewolves and vampires... but it seems tat all e bks i'm currently readin, they protray vamps as evil ppl... haix... but is easier to b a vamp than a weres... cause to b a vamp, jux a bite will do... but to b a weres, u have to fight and have a deep cut and only then will e werewolve virus enter into u... BUT, u also have a chance not to survive e CHANGE... sianx... so vamp or weres??? haix... but weres are so kind ppl but they eat raw animals to recover...

anyway, bout jux now tat post e last sentence, jux ignore it... but if u wan to noe bout it, i suppose i should say i have long forgotten in terms of heart... but mayb someting is seriously wrong wif my brain... it jux doesnt work e way it is... haix... is not my heart tat lingers but is e damn brain... haix... mayb tat y tis quote came about... and i guess i finally understand it...

The thing that's important to know is that you never know. You're always sort of feeling your way.
Diane Arbus

another quote by her tat i also finally understand...

Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding.

haix... 2molo last s&w session... so as of next thur, i no need go skool liao... hooray!!! hahax... and tanks to fiona for keep singin e L-O-V-E song, now i'm addicted to it oso lor... zZz... ARGH!!! if u hear my songs(viewed in IE, then can hear), u will hear e song... lol... hahax... yesh, fahrenheit is comin in march... hahax... my holidays... so confirm can go see... YEAH!!! dont care if i goin alone or wad... but i'm goin and tat's final... oh, and when is danson tang comin for his album??? i'm waitin... *impatiently steppin her foot* hahax...
k la... i go zZz first... 2molo last time 8am class for tis sem... YEAH!!! oh man, let's get hip hoppin 2molo... i'm so goin to do wadeva he said 2molo... not goin to care bout not being kai fan... hahax...

thot: should i join volleyball??? hmmm... mayb i should... spend more time... and get more cca points... hahax...

Ciao!~

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore

And love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Sexuality

Hello!

jux a short post b4 i head to skool... since skool is so far away... so mux include travellin time... haix... zZz... 1pm start lesson, i hope... jux screw those other students frm my tutorial class in HSM to come earlier... if they dont, then they are ass... :P wadeva it is, i dont care... faster come, then faster go home... zZz... so goin to skool for 1 hr nia... sianx... kinda of dont feel lyk goin... since i have apply leave for HSM yet... so mayb i should apply... hahax... oh man, i got to go bath liao, so late liao...
oh, yesterday study session at AMK library was super successful... only got a bit restless towards e end... ate late dinner... then go home... reach home, read my storybks... hahax... guilty... anyway, saw eshlyn too... so concidental, somemore is at e same place where we sat... hahax...
k la... more update when i come home... last presentation... go go go!!!

Ciao!~

ur facebk's comments are all by girls, then i seriously dont noe wad to do wif u anymore... - speechless- But i suppose i dont expect u to change...

Love don't cost a thing

Hello!

didnt blog yesterday cause of my sleepyness... hahax...
anyway, blog bout yesterday first ba...
late for class as usual... X( pac tutorial late for half an hr... completely forgot how to do my accounts, so ask cher to recap... but, apparently everyone in CNY mood, so forgot... then cher told us got PAC test... didnt study, so plea again... and got push to friday... hahax... head for tec tutorial next... dont even noe a single ting... goes to show i have being sleepin in class... hahax... so somehow managed to claw thru e tutorial... phew~ head for lunch next... came to makan place... ate fried fish e-mian... (apparently, it has become my common meal list of food... zZz... so borin...) then snack... 3 person share one plate of waffle ice cream... hahax... and is chocolate ice mint... eewww... kinda of hate tat flavour, but since tat gf dont eat any other flavour, so no choice... eatin tat flavour is lyk eatin my toothpaste... Y??? cause is colgate... oh, screw e spellin... hahax... anyway, we had lots of laughter over jux one waffle... zZz... cause we cutted too many squares out of it... lol... we kinda of use tat to celebrate ren ri, the day before... lol... so toothpaste to celebrate??? zZz... hey, not cheap oso leh... $3.30... which reminds me, u guys haven pay me!!! hahax... zZz... anyway, head for library next... yet again, i came in last... zZz... cause everytime i collect big amount of money, then next moment, i have to pay big amount of money... then e funny thin is, me and yj kept swappin salary cards la... hahax... oh, and one more grp of china ppl came... then snapped photos of us playin... and poor fiona, we tried so hard to wake her up, but she slept so soundly... so yup, she was in e pic wif a sleepin position... zZz... so tired her... then left for ids... did plan for intergrated project... haix... see until eyes pain... zZz... pics frm yesterday first... then continue wif 2day post...



see how many squares??? hahax...


HEY HEY!!! I CAUGHT U ON CAMERA!!! hahax... if u r yj and me, u will understand e pain of catchin gf on camera... hahax...


left abit... so ask yj to eat finish, cause me and gf ate more than her... and since she didnt wan...


we made a joke out of it... and she have no choice but to eat it... hahax...

2day~

late for class yet again... but 2day late for 1 hr... cause mac res there jam lyk siao... tink anica and me was on e same bus... hahax... anyway, late for tec lec... but then again, i couldnt catch wad he said... but not only was i late... hahax... huda was on e same bus as me... lol... so late 2day... walked into class tat time, they havin break... zZz... so manage to stay awake durin lec... then mes lec... confirm will stay awake de... cause need to copy notes... whereas tec is dont noe copy down wad notes lor... is lyk he give alot of extra infor... zZz... how m i goin to pass my tec??? haix... no, i got to motivate myself... i die die oso have to pass TEC, cause i dont wan to see bo chu teng again... YESH, tat's muchie better... hahax... then off i end for e day... hahax... yippee... hahax... cause no auto-cads ma... hahax... so i only come skool for 2 hrs??? sian... BUT now still in skool... at makan place and i'm feelin so freakin cold... using lappy... hahax... waitin for replies to come in... zZz... go studyin later... so tired... zZz...

Ciao!~

all that matters is
That you treat me right
Give me all the things i need
That money cant buy yeah

See You Again...

Hello!

home for e day... woke up freakin early yet again... is lyk HELLO!!! do u guys even noe wad time i sleep??? zZz... 3.30am every nite... tank u very muchie... anyway, went out for more visitin... hmm... y does it seems tis year we have so many homes to visit??? cant u guys visit me??? zZz... oh wadeva... wear my heels and green dress out(since i seldom wear it... zZz...) wif a mini coat of course(y in e world would i should my *ahem* muscular arms??? hahax...)
went visit dont noe number wad ah po then by another ah po... (which btw, is same blk, but diff level...) jux take lift frm 22 down to 19... hahax... cause tat few blks there all 40 storeys high... [Hello!!! Jolyn to earth!!! i wont nv EVER stay so high...] in case of fire, last to escape... & pls, dont ask me to jump down frm e buildin... i tink if i jump, my body parts will b lyk flyin to diff parts of sgp, man... ewwwwwwwww.... so gross... *vomit* oh, and my eyes was glued to tis show on TV... tink is some mother-in-law and daughter hong kong drama... damn freakin nice... oh man... i wan to watch... yesh...
visit liao, zoomed down to toa payoh... cause WE R GOIN TO CRYSTAL JADE!!! yeah!!! zZz... k, i'm being lame... y so high??? cause i miss their e-mian... damn bloody nice can... actually, jux buy me one small plate of their plain ee-mian, and i'm done... hahax... cause cause, i love their plain de... dont ask for any other tings added can liao... hahax... :)
anyway, met up wif toa payoh ah ma & ah gong (see how i name my diff ah ma(s)) hahax... cause one is serangoon... Ooops, wrong, is seng kang liao... hahax... then another in toa payoh... hahax... anyway, here are the dishes!!! yummy... oh, and damn bad la... left a bit of dim sum nia... so quite a bit of our orders were not given to us... sob sob...(pardon me for my slow reactions to those photos taken only when already taken... CAUSE UNLIKE LOTS OF PPL WHO IS SELF-SERVICE, I HAVE TO SERVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YES, I'M LYK THEIR PART-TIME WORKIN WAITRESS... ZzZ... ANY WAITRESS JOB TO RECOMMEND TO ME??? hahax... JUX JOKIN LA!!!)



YU SHENG!!! HUAT AR!!!
oh, dad was talkin to e lady helpin us... hahax... and my 2 ah ma r in pic, tat i didnt noe... hahax..


Far left: EE-MIAN!!!(plain), forgot name dish, and left-over yu sheng...


Far left: some veg plus mushrooms plus tofu, some mushrooms plus tofu in another style, siew mai, beancurb skin wif veg paste... (seems lyk we LOVED mushrooms alot ar??? well, tat cause tat e only or somewad kind of veg tat i eat nia... zZz...)


see e 3 pancake like pin??? tat one inside is VEG all the way!!! eee... but name damn nice la... is some tin lyk golden treasure, if i'm not wrong...


curry duck... heard of it b4??? tat wad tis dish is... hahax...

Oh, and we ordered another plate of EE-MIAN!!! hahax... guess, u noe who consume tat plate... hahax... no la... not me alone la... wif my sis... hahax... cause she is influence by me!!!
i'm still missin my 24 bucks frm my ang bao money... zZz... wad rubbish... Oh, and my heels killed me after all these walkin and serving... damn... is only 2 and a half inches... & i got killed by wearin it too long... zZz...
went prime when reach car park... walked there nv see... walked back saw... and i got to comment... tat blue bb shirt makes u look freakin fat and it seems tat u r wearin a giant clothes... bleh... oh, and u look freakin ah beng... zZz...

jolyn ar... u have bad taste... zZz... bleh...
:P
X< style="text-align: right;">I got my sight set on you
and I'm ready to aim
I have a heart that will never be tamed
I knew you were something special
When you spoke my name
(Now I can't wait)
Now I can't wait to see you again

The next time we hang out
I will redeem myself my heart cant rest till then
Oh whoa oh I can't wait to see you again

I got this crazy feeling deep inside
When you called and asked to see me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EVERYONE!!!