emotional unstable???

Hello!

Haix... i suppose so?.? i dont noe... i feel so compressed on all matters...i felt lyk i can burst anytime... i changed... i didnt realise by how much... but i'm no longer the old me... the happy go lucky, positive mind-set tinkin, the straight forward, loud-header speakerbox me is gone... it got replaced by the now me... the emotional unstable, never able to get tings done in the right manner, never able to hear in class, always tired, always unsure of my next step & quiet... haix... wad cause tat change??? workin at scb??? i supposed so... cause i dated him??? mayb... i seriously dont noe...

thu~
did s&w as usual... HH was jux as funny as ever... but moves gettin abit too tough... not sure if i can catched up... i guess free-style still more of mine type... haix...
cats elearning after tat... ate brunch wif merilyn cause fiona had cats session immediately... mine was e 2nd lot... so met up wif grp then do together... cher was late... waited for her lyk 15mins la... zZz... then after tat, did cats... not tat bad??? then 2day got due date for the assignment which i have no idea wad the hell m i suppose to do... but oso didnt draw any picture for it lor... zZz...
then waited for pei jie... went home 2gether to head for gym... went pj hse first, cause she forgot to bri extra clothes... zZz... left my lappy at her hse, cause gym not sure if safe??? hahax... then went gym... walked there... pj said gym no fun... say next week go swimmin... zZz... hahax... anythin la...
then took bus to compass... went cs to buy snacks for night & for tea time... hahax... then after tat, went to mos to buy milk tea... then head for her hse... took lappy & went home... was freakin tired... then waited for dinner... ah ma cooked drunken chicken... the alcohol too strong for me... drink liao, end up sleep all the way to tis mornin lor... zZz... m i tat tired???

Fri~
went to skool as usual... But reached skool freakin early la... zZz... dont lyk...
but using tat time, i did my cats tat was due jux now... 3pm... zZz...
went to class... pac, managed to understand a bit here & there...
tec- cant even listen... so slept...
mes tutorial - wanted to kill myself... can jumped off buildin... zZz... cause stupid quiz... kept spellin wrong... zZz... i need to attend spellin classes, man... haix...
had lunch break... signed up for movie marthon...
went up mountain cause pei them hand in hmwrk...
late for mes... or at least is still early leh... really can doze off... but got the point...
went home after settlin some matters...
really tired...
workin 2molo... zZz...

Did tis quiz bout vampire knight... result came out as tis:
*The Guardians*
Zero: I hate her as much as the other vampires. She's no better then any of them.
Yuki: She causes to much trouble, and makes my life harder. Hopefully, Kaname will subdue her.
*The Night Class*
Kaname: I love her. With all my vampire-y heart. She's sweet and mischeivous at the same time. She lives in the gray area, a mystery. She's so intriging.
Ruka: I...HATE...HER...
Akatsuki: I went near her once, and Kaname beat me up. I know when someone's off-limits.
Hanabusa: I admire her from afar. But she is my best friend. We hang out a lot. I wish she was my roomate, instead of stinky old Ataksuki.
*Headmaster Cross*: She's wild. She may destroy my theory on vampires. Hopefully Kaname can calm her down, and reverse the affect Hanabusa has had on her.

Basically, you're a wild one. You like to break rules as often as possible, thanks to Hanabusa's influence. You always had a thing for the class president, Kaname Kuran, but figured he would never go for you. Little do you know...

hahax... so true... zZz... kaname, go go go!!!
hahax... :P


Anyway, i wan to say sry if any of my post affects any of u... i jux dont wan cause of a post affects our friendship... friends are wad that counts for standin wif u, regardless of happy or sad moments...
btw, tanks fiona & shi xian for comfortin me... a really big tankx...