Emotional depress(ing)...

really really sad...
no idea y, or at least jux didnt wish tat is e cause of e sadness...
cause if tat is, then i would rather i nv fall in love in e first place...
if i were to noe tat love is so painful, then i wont have to agree in e first place...
and if i were to noe love is jux so hurtful, then i would rather i was a flower or a non-livin thin, so tis way i cant fall in love...
tis is painful ass...
i jux dont noe freakin y i cant let e love die...
i mean it's already painful tat all tis sufferin i'm still goin thru...
so y cant it die???
is not as if our love is meant to last long...
cause it will nv last long...
tat i noe frm e start, yet i cant help tinkin y it cant last long...
tis is stupid, jo...
y r u keep puttin urself in e sufferin???
pls, i beg u... Dont walk to prime anymore...
even if u were to walk, dont go to his blk and e bb court...
i really dont tink u can stand it...
i tink if u were to see him, u will run away, not walk...
and u will cry... cryin while u run...
y is love so painful???
if it is all bout sufferin, then i dont wan to love...
and yet others can live blissfully in love...
y is GOD so unfair???
y doesnt fairytale exist???
cause all in all, love doesnt exist...