kiss goodbye

hello!

jux a short post... even thou i noe no one read tis blog, so i have no idea y it still exists... zZz... anyway, wanted to get sum anger out of e way first...
i was seriously shock when i log in, i saw u online... tat is lyk equal to zero chances... so nvm... but as soon as i was online, u log off immediately... tankx ar... now wad??? u givin me e cold shoulder??? avoid me??? dont even bother to sms me anymore??? is tis how u actually treat friendship??? use me, dump me aside after usage??? pick me up again wif ur sweet tender words then use me yet again and e cycle continues??? wad is tis??? i now u very well tat u already long gone over ur ex-gf... mayb even already on e path to gettin a new one already... but y do u have to do tis to OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! is tis all i m to u??? usage??? even fate is playin wif me... y??? my life jux sucks... i cant feel tat livin is worth it anymore... somehow, i already felt tat my world has crumpled down... is lyk it can b easily thrown into e rubbish bin cause is of no use already... wad's done cant be undone... and wad's made, can't b un-make... e simply fact of me feelin our friendship can actually last is long gone once i last saw u tat day... i thot i was happy, but lookin back, mayb tat sign was obvious enough tat i didnt even realise... i finally understand wad bella swam had been sayin, tat last kiss was different from all the other kisses, cause they meant goodbye... the short, sweet, tender, no lingerin on kiss meant jux tat... it was so different... wasnt even lyk e first time at all... so tell me, jux wad is on ur mind??? no contact??? wan to forget me??? wan me to lose u even as a friend??? if tat's wad u wan, let me tell u tis... i will fulfil for u, bye... no kiss goodbye, no huggin u... jux a simple clean break is all u wan, ixnt it??? there... i gave u wad u wanted...

bye... i will forget u even as a friend...

and now, i got no mood to do anytin... haix... all tankx to u ruinin my mood... tank u so much... for those who noe me well, u should noe who i'm referin to... haix... and i thot it was over cause i already gotten over him... now, friendship prob... i didnt noe my life has so much prob... oh well... i wan to see him again... not e above him la... another him... :) and i forgot to tell him sumtin e last time i saw him... hahax... oops... hack la... hahax... since he always bully me... LOL!!! i tink tis him only yina noe ba... hahax... lols... didnt see him 2day, so sad... but then again, his classroom most of e time oso not in our blk... hahax... nvm... jux continue wishin... :)
gotta go do rel, if not i dont noe when i'm goin to copy finish lor... zZz... y cant we jux print??? zZz...
Oh ya, HOORAY!!! KRIS WON!!! and not tat adam gay... hahax... lol...