studied yet again... sumtimes, i find tat studyin seriously damn boring, after some time... haix... anyway, gotta really chiong for 2molo and tuesday... and sliently prayin e information will enter my brain and not some other tings tat is being recalled... so at least for tis week, i prayed tat u wont enter my mind...
rmbin tis time last year, i was workin or rather slackin... msgin u durin ur break b4 u start yet another busy session, cookin once more... and while i was sittin at my desk, surfin e net, msgin u, a simply reply yes, got everytin started... and tat got me runnin to roushan, askin him for work, makin me much more happier than e rest of e day... for a min, roushan somemore ask me if i needed imh... lol... then every nite msgin each other, flirtin wif one another, carin for one another... and tat one day where i didnt wan to go to skool, u called to persuade me to go... listenin to u, i got up and got goin... rmbin how it all started, make me wonder, have u deserve e rite kind of treatment frm me... recallin how i was feelin at tat time, frm e jux lykin u as a friend, to missin u every moment, to every anger i vent on u, to affectin both of us, to regrettin not treasurin each other, to now sufferin wifout u... readin e past chat log on msn, i kinda of regreted how i treated u... but it makes me learnt sometin... tat i dont deserve u, cause u shouldnt have been able to tolerate wif my kind of temper... tat u deserve sumone better than me... i rmb u once told me tat, somehow we lasted e longest in ur history of datin, but i suppose tat record has already being broken... i'm not surprised... if i were to cut down on my temper, and u being able to make more decisions, i suppose a year 2gether is possible... but nevertheless, wad's done cannot be undone... and i seriously regret my decision... but at least we still keep in contact, meet up once in a while, friendship i suppose is more suitable for us... cause u dont deserve tat kind of treatment frm me, and now i noe bout it, all i can say is i'm sry... *bow*
now tat it's written down, i guess i should b more relief??? :) no worries, cause now, i should b in a better mood to study... i hope... :s
Where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again
We'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be
Where you are
And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, I see your star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just
Be right there:
Then I will be free
So take me where you are
Now baby there were times when selfishly
I'm wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and dream of
Where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again
We'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be
Where you are
And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, I see your star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just
Be right there:
Then I will be free
So take me where you are
Now baby there were times when selfishly
I'm wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and dream of
Where you are
Ciao!~
