I Hate This Part

sumtimes i wonder y m i even born to roam tis earth???
sumtimes i wonder y m i born lyk a jinx???
sumtimes i wonder y do i make ppl lyk me on e surface but to find out tat they actually hate me deep down???
sumtimes i wonder y i suck in terms of friendships???
sumtimes i wonder y i suck in terms of relationships???
sumtimes i wonder y i suck at my studies???
sumtimes i wonder y didnt i jux end my own life everytime i tink of endin it???
sumtimes i wonder y i cant even maintain a friendship wifout even killin it???
sumtimes i wonder y i have to let ppl take e rap of gettin scolded???
sumtimes i wonder y i jux cant hold a hate for long???
sumtimes i wonder y nobody jux come up and tell me wad i did wrong instead of hidin frm me???

times lyk tis, lyk 2day, i REALLY REALLY REALLY WAN TO END MY OWN LIFE!!!
I WAN TO SAY BYE BYE TO TIS WORLD...
since there is really no need to b in tis world...
since i make no difference in tis world...
since all i ever did to tis world is help to consume e food...
since all i ever did is make ppl avoid me...
since all i ever did is make ppl hate me...
since all i ever did is jinx ppl...
mayb i'm really a ke xin, jinx... 克星...

i really hate myself... no longer believes in wad i believe anymore...



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