슈퍼주니어 - 너라고 (it's you) - super junior

sometimes i really wonder how come love jux has to be tat hurtful... if it hurts, how come ppl lyks to beautify it so much wif all e schmucks and hearts and cupids and wadsoeva... it may seems to some that love is all sweet and all tat... i understand... but it doesnt seems to happen to many... love tis topic by itself is already a tough topic... hurt, killin occurs cause of it... in fact, one of the most common reason for killin is love... murder been one of it's greatest method of revenge, has many motives... one being love... or rather the 7 greatest sins... in which lust is often linked to love... been a murderer doesnt always mean it's doin sometin wrong... it can jux mean u are doin sumtin rite in another sense tat not many can understand... it oftens seems to me, tat my heart has been murdered so many times tat tis hole tat form in my heart can nv be replaced or filled up again... i tried to b a murderer, but it doesnt seems to have any effect... the only effect is on myself... if i "murder" someone, the person tat died is me... not him, not her... to try to murder tis type of stuffs, it's just gets messy everytime... i wan a clean clear murder... a clean kill into my own heart, where my heart lies in my hand, and stop beatin and starts bleedin out until it no longer works... the best is where i can lie all alone and die alone... nobody to find me... at least until i have no chance to b save... i dont wan any medic to save me... i dont wan to live... i jux wan e hole in my heart to b fill back and not keep cuttin off bit by bit... as long as i keep seein some stuffs, i will suffer... in silent... no longer in contact, no longer in touch, no longer in view, no longer in my mind, tis are e min to keep me frm goin crazy, frm goin insanity... i dont wan to get into a mental unit to stay... i wan my sanity... but i cant keep my sanity as long as i used to b able... my mind keeps turnin itself around... i already have lots on my plates that my 2 hands are carryin... it's full... there's no space at all for any other stuffs or nonsense u called it, but my mind (being a powerful item) can twist it's way around and manage jux fine to add in some rubbish in... i jux didnt noe tat by cleansing, jux a single editin on fb can still cause a whole lot of rubbish of hurts in once more... so now, there's only 1 ting to be done, and i consider it done... i'm sure tat person wont even notice e no. cause it's jux 1 person less... it doesnt make any difference in e number... wad's 1 to thousand over??? and i doubt he even rmb who he added... and who m i to him??? frm a close friend to now i believe we r strangers... we didnt even smile at each other when we saw each other... jux a nod for recognize... then we are off to do our own stuffs...

wad i dont get it is tis... how can a useless fellow get so many gfs??? yes, sweet talkin is his speciality... but y can all these be buried under me???????? it's all his biz, not mine... i dont wan to feel e hurt, e pain... but i jux cant... and e only solution tat i can tink of is tis... murder myself... attempted suicide... so i can jump off all these projects even... so e load will b lighter... FYI, i'm not sufferin frm depression... pls, dont mixed me wif it... i'm jux in my own sufferin... woein my own sufferin...

i shall end here and continue killin myself and jugglin my plates of projects... let's jux hope there's peace for once...

tis song actually writes bout my feelins for e moment...

[Hankyung]
Neorago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Neorago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Nan noppunirago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Neorago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)

[Donghae]
Dareum saram pilyo obseo nan geunyang neorago
Dashi hanbon mullo bwado nan geunyang neorago
[Kyuhyun]
Imi noneun dareun saranghaet kkaetjiman
Ojol suga obseo dashi dorikilsu obseo oh~
[Yesung]
Nae nunbit chi deuroodon keu sungane
Gaseum gipsul moseul bakdon sungane
[Leeteuk]
Miryeon obshi baro nohreul sontaekhaeseo
Geurae nan neorago

[Siwon]
Oh nan, geu nuga nuga mworaedo naneun sangwan obgado
Geu nuga nuga yokhaedo nomanbarabun dago
[Ryeowook]
Na dashi taeor nandedo ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo
[Kangin]
Oh nan, nol sarang handa malhaedo chonbumanbon malhaedo
Nae gaseumsok dabultago mareun ibsol daldeorok
[Kyuhyun]
Na dashi taeor nande do ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo
Oh nan!

[Eyunhyuk]
Oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
[Eunhyuk/Shindong]
Oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you
(Neorago)
[Kangin]
Amumaldo pilyo obseo nan geunyang neorago
Nomu neujortago haedo nan geunyang neorago
[Sungmin]
Jal motdwin sarang ingol algo itjiman
Pogi halsu obseo joldae nohchilsu neun obseo ah ah
[Eunhyuk]
Chadichan nae ibsul reul tto burrune
[Shindong]
Ddeukor ubke nohreul chaja wechi ne
[Ryeowook]
Bulobwado daedab obneun noijiman
Nol gidarindago

[Hankyung]
Oh nan, geu nuga nuga mworaedo naneun sangwan obgado
Geu nuga nuga yokhaedo nomanbarabun dago
[Yesung]
Na dashi taeor nandedo ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo

[Sungmin]
Oh nan, nol sarang handa malhaedo chonbumanbon malhaedo
Nae gaseumsok dabultago mareun ibsol daldeorok
[Kyuhyun]
Na dashi taeor nande do ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo
Oh nan!

[Eyunhyuk]
Oh oh only for you oh oh only for you
[Heechul]
Nan neorago neorago naneun (Donghae:wae moreuni? wae moreuni?)
Nan neorago neorago naneun nan~

[Siwon]
Geu nuga nuga mworaedo naneun sangwan obdago
Geu nuga nuga yokhaedo nomanbarabun dago
[Ryeowook]
Na dashi taeor nandedo ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo

[Donghae]
Oh nan, nol sarang handa malhaedo chonbumanbon malhaedo
Nae gaseumsok dabultago mareun ibsol daldeorok
[Kyuhyun]
Na dashi taeor nande do ojik noppunirago
(Tic toc tic toc) shigani heullodo
Oh nan!

[Heechul]
Neorago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Neorago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Nan noppunirago (Kyuhyun:Neorago)
Neorago