oh great... it puts me in down moood... haix...
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e past... e present... e future... it crawls at u... it eats at u... it makes u tink twice/thrice/a million times...
i noe some of u will b tinkin tat i'm talkin bout him... but it's not...
it's jux bits and pieces of everytin, everywhere that set me tinkin... yes, confirmed got sumtin tat set it loose... not tat i will mention... or mayb it's all e smoke tat enters my brain and clouds it up, and me wantin to clear it up, started tinkin... i wan to cry to my heart content... but i cant... and i wont allow myself...
and past, present, future - i cant tell them apart anymore...
i wanted to talk to u... to lend ur shoulder... to cry myself out... but i guess i cant...
i wanted to msg u... to see whether u will hear wad i wan to say... but i wont...
I NEED A BREAK IN E FOREST!!! ARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!
*next week... a run... thru e forest and get myself lost there...
i'm pretty much fuck up and screw up as e next person goin to get...
