k, i lied... i'm goin to blog after all... but anyway, i jux came here to said i screwed my btc cause i was simply not in the mood... and my mind was empty... so BTC = GG... haix... next up, law... geex... tat worst... cause still no mood... Y do u in e freakin world have to appear in my mind all of a sudden, when i'm tryin very hard to remember the facts tat i studied??? haix... but cant blame u... cause is my mind... i tink usin my mind, u cant control my mind... so no point blamin u... i'm to blame... been addictied to 杨丞琳 songs... hahax... damn emo songs... but the lyrics are when a person fall in love... especially 只想爱你 & 理想情人while my case is aftermath of a relationship... but dont u jux like those songs cause of their clamin tunes... haix... y do i have to choose such timin??? i'm to blame... so if i repeat next sem, dont b surprise... haix... shit, wad m i talkin??? but btc is seriously in hot-boiled soup... so cant blame anyone... & y do i have to tink of u??? i jux cant take u off my mind... did i do e right thing??? to break off wif u??? is tat e rite move??? will i regret in the future??? argh!!! i jux seriously dont noe... y cant someone guide me along tis path??? m i seriously makin e rite move??? i dont noe & will nv noe...

Mayb like e lyric in 只想爱你 :

我终于还是说了一句我爱你

我想我猜我问我终于了解

原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你当我和你走在一起就已经决定

不看不听不问也不会放弃

是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你

我知道我偶尔有一点任性

不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你