베이지 & 려욱 - 친구와 사랑에 빠질때

친 구인건지 사귀는건지 나 요즘엔 니가 더 헷갈려 내가영화도 보고 산책도 하고 속 깊은 비밀 너에게 말하고우린 연인보다 가까운 그런 친구 사이근데 어떡하지 나 네가 좋아져 babe

어느샌가 너의 모든 게 좋아졌어 너의 모든 게살 며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아사랑한단 말은 안해도 이렇게 머물러줘 내게 약속해줘영 원히

남 자답게 내 맘 모두다 고백하고 싶어내 맘 들킬까봐 내 마음 알까봐 baby

어느샌가 너의 모든 게 좋아졌어 너의 모든 게살며시 더 살며시 내가 다가갈거야니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아사랑한단 말은 안해도 이렇게 머물러줘 내게 약속해줘영원히

남녀사이 친구란 없다고 그땐 믿지 않았어아냐 우리 연인이 된대도 계속 좋은 친구처럼 너의 얘기 들어줄게

사랑한단 말 보단 우린 아직 우린 달콤한 기분조금씩 더 조금씩 오늘부터 시작해니가 다 좋아 모두 다 좋아잡은 손을 놓지 않을께사랑해 그 말 대신 곁에 있을꺼야영원히

tat's how i'm feeling right now... totally in the wrong position... totally shouldn't happened... i'm breakin one of my rules... grrrrrrrrrrr... oh nvm, i'm sure i'll get over it... i don't wish for things to go wrong... since tested water, and i don't tink so it will work, might as well take back... (: it's better to remain as it is... chingu~

Change - HyunA

awesome streamboat gathering jux now... had a great time laughin and it's been a while since i went out... i really need some fresh air... (:
shall update more later 2day back frm outin wif the gals... (: too bad anica cant join us... ):

/edited\

yes, i'm updatin now... and tat's lyk a day or two late... dependin on how u wan to view my timin... -.- (btw, it's 3am now and i'm not in the least bit sleepy even thou i have work 2molo... how brilliant)
let me start updatin frm where i miss off frm skool works+projects+exam period to now holiday...
WARNING!!!! LONG POST!!!!!!!!!!!!

skool work is startin to get hertic, mayb cause i wasnt prepared... frm the start of e skool term i was catchin nth... mayb cause i was too high over SJ and still is, but i wasnt even payin attention until tutorial classes, but even then i wasnt at my 100% at all... mayb cause it wasn't the full class anymore... our class got split, added a few classmates frm 01 last yr, to our class and we became 04 instead of our usual 03... maybe cause the modules tat are suppose to be my interest end up losin it... maybe cause of attachment and the lack of holiday makes me don't feel lyk studyin... maybe cause of hatred of attachment tat period tat i refuse myself to return back to study mode... seriously, attachment should be either rite in the 1st term of enterin poly or the very very last term so it doesnt affect u at any way...
anyway, i managed to catch up with studies (A BIT ONLY!) and we were still very far off... at least i wasnt tinkin much bout him until he's attached again... but i wasnt totally diverted to SJ world tat i seriously lost touch of my friends and mayb the outside world... i was a home-body for tat period of time... still is now tat everyone gone for their attachment... -.-
then came projects... tat's when we start gettin closer with the other classmates of ours... lunch was as per usual, OUT OF SKOOL... cause our skool got reduced to 2 canteens and tat's freakin -.- only left with makan place and canteen 3... how brilliant... and everyone lunch time is the same... good ting our class ppl all gettin/got their license(s) and had car(s)... if not walkin there oso a good form of exercise... back to the story, projects is when arguments arise, solved, bitchin bout the lecturers behind their backs and wishin for extension of deadlines...
exam period... tat's when u realised it came too soon and u didnt even pay attention in class, dont noe the right formulae, dont noe how to explain and all tat... but tat's when u get hints frm each other, spot questions, practise past yr papers and all tat...
and then came the holiday which i'm havin now and i don't even noe why m i rottin my life away... -.- seriously... worst is i lost touch with SJ world cause of projects and exam period and now i don't know where to stalk back... lyk findin out wookie has a gf and i tink for quite some time and a few others... and sleepin at the wrong timing thanks to exam period cause body clock to be wrong...
okay, now for streamboat on wed... met up earlier with yihui and fiona before headin for gerald's hse... at hougang mall, walked ard abit... found hangeng's album but without the autograph tix... -.- went to comic connection and didn't managed to see any SJ items but saw snsd stuffs... at least better than cp cc where it's all SHINee stuffs... grrr... headed to sheng siong for marketin... and then went back and prepared all the food for cookin... had awesome time laughin over streamboat and recallin good old sec skool days... watched them played mahjong and went off first and in time to catch bus... continue to chat via sms until who noes wad time... and read a book before sleepin...
next up, k-box day... k-box havin member offer so went and had a good time singin to korean+chinese+english songs... ordered alcohol seein tat it will be more worth it, thou the main purpose is to drink... (: been so long since i last drank and i didn't even get drunk... no kick... a drink can help to kick away sorrow even for jux a short while... just tat short while, let me be away frm the pain... ): but it just doesnt work... oh well, so we sang... from korean, to chinese to english... if only we could have found tat 1 japanese song, then jap oso included... hahax... too bad, at least i sang until i lost half of my voice... keke... if only singin for forget pain, then it would have been better, cause all it did is sang out ur sorrow... o.o oh well, my face was damn red cause i drank my vodka and 2 cups/mug of supposed to be shandy when it's beer... -.- all cause na and loy don't wan to drink... so i drank on their behalf... and ended up with a damn red face but in sober state... :O my friend said tat i was an alcohol addict seein tat i drink in broad daylight... -.- but apparently i was in too sober a state tat the person cant bluff me... ^^V went to macdonald and ate fries while they had their dinner... i tink by then i already flush out most of the alcohol in me, so tat's y not much effect... hehe... came home in perfect state thou i really can dropped off anytime... :X cannot state too much, if not will say out wad i'm not suppose to say and only for me to noe... hahax...
hahax... tat's all for tis update... shall see wad i shall update next...
(more details to update 2molo i guess, got nagged already, shall head forbed... )

Genie (Japanese) - SNSD♥

(pardon me, i dont noe why tis photo jux dont wan to show itself properly... -.-)

Here to blow some dust away...
with good news... (:

i jux pass my drivin... (:
after nksnjkfnsks attempts, i managed to pass... (:
damn happy when i pass... and while watchin the video(my eyes was closed thru out the video, too gross liao), i notice only 2 computer is on and set at the screen for tis video...
but nobody came up and watched the video at all, other than me.. then went back to the counter, found out i was the only one tat pass... out of the 4 students frm ssdc, only i passed... damn happy... out of the private candidates, none pass... so i'm damn happy and damn glad... i was worryin the whole day before due to my revision session didnt even go smooth at all... i was mountin curbs and strikin them... all cause my instructor kept askin me to park properly when it's already nicely in the lot... but he wanted me to have even sides for both sides, so end up strikin curb... -.-
and when we went outside, lots of problems... haix... totally lost confidence ystd...
cried a lot due to it... been so long since i cried... it's not worth it to spend so much of my parents money when it's my fault tat i cant pass... ):
end up didnt sleep much...
then warm up tat time, oso got problems... the bitin point was so wrong... it was so high and i didnt catch it properly, tat's why slope got problem... then outside, overtakin too abrupt... haix... was so so nervous when i took the test... it was lyk my 1st time, legs shakin so damn badly, cant tell the bitin point at all... lucky it managed to pass... and lucky for once, my circuit was so smooth... no points at all... (all my points came frm outside... -.-)
lyk travellin slow speed, didnt check blind spot (for long enough), and all tat...
went i entered the gate tat time, he already ticked finish liao, so i peeked at my results and i saw tat i got my marks... (shall not reveal, too embrassin) was damn happy cause i pass... but of course, i didnt show i was happy la... pretended i didnt see anytin and concentrate on drivin... went in to debrief room and sit... first to reach... cause i was the 2nd to go... and then he said u pass, go take ur tings... -.-
blur blur go lvl 4 dont even noe which room lor...
got 1 instructor open the door, saw my paper, and ask me to go in...
watched a too gross video tat i cannot stand and wont likely to happen to me... cause i dont drink much... and i only drink at home... (:
anyway, kinda of glad tat everytin is over now... at least i can enjoy my holiday in a better mood... (:
oh, and i showed my dad the mistakes i made, and he said those areas is okay... cause for beginners like me, it's better to control the speed limit... (: so, i already half pass my dad's test... (: since he said it's okay for such "mistakes", it's better to be safe than sorry, so next up is the practical version then i can drive his car liao... (:

now i shall find tings to do cause i'm BORED!!!!!!
(PS: not goin kpop nite liao... rather wait for ss3 sg and kl instead... ^^)

똑똑똑 - 슈퍼주니어

分 かってるよ。


아이구~~~~~~~ hai~
화이팅!

Hurricane Venus - BoA

Love comes and go...
just that some lingered longer...
and just that some last longer...

love leaves a print behind before it goes...
and this print(s) brings up memories from the past regardless you want it a not...

but the choice is yours to lock it up TIGHT?
or let it loose?

i didn't chose the right one until another came along and told me to...
it helps to shut it tight...
and let me deal with other things...

i just want to leave this footprint in the sand,
as i slowly proceed up the stairs,
to the top,
to the kingdom tower,
to meet the RIGHT one for me...

The one love that will last longer than the rest,
the one to be with to last thru thick and thin,
the one that will support me, as i do for him...
the one that is worth it...

saying so much, i'm just bubbling out... -.-
wonder why i bubbled so chimmy things at late night/early morning...

oh well, now that i locked it tight,
it has no effect on me,
not even when i'm bored,
not even when i start to tink...
cause i've moved on with my friends' (physically (seriously, it sounds wrong)/online) encouragement,
and i hope i can focus better on my other stuffs...
i'm sure of it this time around...

so for now,
time for me to head the bed,
and head into my lalalaland,
to dream of my princes (Ryeowook+Nichkhun)
and let them be the one to fit in the space for now~

nitex lovelies... ♥

Tired of Waiting - 2PM

seriously...

10 Points out of 10 Points - 2pm

anyway, one super short update seeing that bqc is drivin me nuts and up the wall... lalala~
I PERMED MY HAIR!!! hahax... (why did i announced to the whole world?? lol...)
and my dye color is lyk so obvious now... 0.0
but i'm lykin curly hair!!! (:
but my hair is shorter now... );
and i've a fringe... ): (: (dont noe which expression, lol...)

okay, off to do bqc... will get murder... -.-

(for once i found a PERFECT TITLE!!! (: )

Sign - B.E.G

This is a sign, rite?
it isn't fate, cause fate ain't supposed to play with me this way...
ain't i a poor choice for playing this???
haven i suffered enough???
so please, fate fairy, don't sprinkle near me, go away...
i don't wan to be controlled this way...
i wan my old life...
this should be a sign for me to know that it's time for me to move house...
that shared bridge, it's becoming too much for me...
):