Thursday, 9 July 2009

999朵玫瑰

It's so sweet of u...
i swear tat tis is lyk e first time sumone did tis for me... as in a guy friend...
looks lyk u have lost to u...
hahax... gettin confusin??? lol...
jux continue to enjoy these riddles of my life... :)
since i said i wanted to give privacy to everyone...


anyway, back to e main story of me!!! lol... lyk as if i'm attention seekin... hahax...
ur words sweeten me up, but is u tat makes me believe in e world once more...
i may have fallen for ur words every other time, but it seems tat is u tat is really treatin me well...
mayb cause u r lyk an older, kinda of WAY older, by 6 yrs thou, tat kind of brother...
or mayb cause u treat me lyk ur younger sister tat u nv have...
or mayb jux mayb e feelings are there tat i fail to admit it...
but then again if e feelings are out there, then wad m i feelin for u???


as many says, matters of e heart is unclear way... u have to find e way thru urself... haix... not tat i have any experience findin it thru thou... and in a way, i gave up long ago... love??? there's no such ting for me... i'm destiny to b single... thou deep down no matter wad's ur rejection, u still wan to have sumone there to love u, to adore u, to b wif u, to comfort u... even e strongest of woman will also wan tat... haix...
enough already... till e time comes, then we shall talk bout it... now, all i'm left wif is 4 hrs straight to sleep... if not lesson 2molo, LATE... haix... damn...
first time long post after "ages" of short posts... hahax... kay la, nitex...

Project clearance List!!!

rmt project
abt model
abt wiki
pvl report
rel report
rmr research
i&e event... zZz...

1 down many more to go STILL!!! nvm, by 2molo, another 2 down...
BTT is gettin nearer, and i shook over it... i'm seriously afraid i will fail... haix... HOW???

-edited-



Entertainment News:
yes, in e midst of completin my ppt, (to which i got trick for e due date as 2day... zZz... waste my sleepin time... end up only slept for 3 and a half hr... and i woke up late... *guilty*) miss jo have been surfing the paparazzi websites yet again... and upon surfin, she discover tis... yes, MR new playboy robert pattinson broke up wif his gf for a older lady... zZz... WTF???!!!??? damn emilie... she divorce her husband for jux wad 3 weeks???, and now she's attach to robert??? haix... poor kristen... she dumps michael for him and now he dumps her for another older lady... wad is tis world of entertainment news becomin to??? is tis how u lead e young by examples??? flirt, date for 2/3 weeks, make-out, dump... brillant forumla, dont u tink so??? looks lyk i better stick back to harry potter movie instead of twilight... wad's wif their examples being tis way... haix... oh well, at least taylor lautner didnt do it tis way... hahax... so tat's a good example... lol...

Jo's prob(s):
on another note, i wonder will u contact me 2day since ur common tests offically ends today... but mayb u go for trainin and then dont bother to msg me... and only when u feel lyk it, then msg me... haix... is tis it for us??? tat's friendship in ur sense??? then wad was between us??? it's all in e past??? e chemistry is gone??? jux lyk a snap of a finger??? tat fast???
(did tis give u a clue on who is e U??? as for e other u, guess ba... LOL! thou it isnt tough to guess... correct got NO prize thou... LOL!)

skool work:
e iconic stuff for 2day is tat we are currently in skool(11.56am) at OurSpace@72 instead of lecture theatre 60 listenin to e ever boring buildin tech, somemore advance worx, rushin all e projects due 2day, 2molo and monday... and e best tin is we cant enter MEL or rather elearnin database in skool... isnt tis funny??? in skool, cant enter skool website... lolx... joke of e day... hahax... i tink samuel may have experience tis too many times... lol... kay la... shall go back to do pvl report... hahax...

more 2nite if i feel lyk it... update will b at e bottom... lol...

- edited- (yes, yet again... LOL!)

yes, i tink i'm bloggin crazy today... LOL! mayb cause i'm too tired to voice out every damn ting... oh, and i jux discover a SUPER SAD ting... my mango bag name mango, given by gf, is spolit... sob sob... :'( WTH la... it's spolit at e side... oh man, is lyk jux buy sum more la... crap... :( super sad la... i was jux beginnin to fall madly in love wif tat bag, now i can only use it when i have very very little tings to bri lyk 2molo... :( damn... now, i'm so gotta get another bag... :( spend more money... :( even more sad... crap...

kay la... i gotta study for basic theory, cause diddy naggin liao... :(

Tuesday, 7 July 2009

Where Is The Love?

in the name of church and catholic, vampires uses it as a ground to kill humans... to absorb their blood in e eyes of Jesus... tat's wad trinity blood anime is showin... nice nice...

but in e eyes of mine, wad is love??? where is e love, tat's e song BEP sang... so where's mine??? i need ur comfortin words, ur laughter, and more to drown out e sorrows... i need u... i wan u...

Monday, 6 July 2009

All About Us

U jux makes me smile...
& e other U jux simply brighten up my day wif ur jokes and treatment towards me...
so i'm gettin better... even wif us being friends...
to e both of u, i'm glad tat u r my friends...
& to U, i might take up ur offer on e dinner treat... hahax... tat is if i'm free... LOL!
to U, we shall have a chat pretty soon when u're free...

But, I'm missin U & U...


on another note, Benjamin, Ester, Diana, Jimmy and e china guy makes me laugh too... it's fun to b wif them... :) goin to see Diana pretty soon... :) yeah... hahax... carl's jr again, gal??? hahax...

-updated-

i dont noe y, but wad i noe is tis... tat u both have perk me up, allowin me to find back my rhythm... e groove to e beat, e steps tat come naturally once e music starts, e funny side of me, throwin lemons at ppl side of me... somehow u guys brighten up my days(actually only yesterday & today, but anyway,) i jux hope tat tis feelin and tings can last much longer and pull me thru once more... :(

Sunday, 5 July 2009

SOS

i haven recover frm e shock yet... (2 shocks in a row)
and i beginnin to hate e number 3...

management grade doesnt mean u should come down and visit u noe???
slow and easy does it rite..?
no... i feel e world topplin over once again...
and u jux have to b e one to spin e wheel, once more...

oh well, at least i'm clear of e road tis time around...
steerin clear of e rite tings... makin it less possible to make a mistake...
and makin my mind cloudy once more... haix...

Saturday, 4 July 2009

Tattoo

give urself a tight slap across e face when u r tired...
or u can give urself 2 chewin gums and chewed until ur mouth is tired...

Pick one...

i chose u...
a bad addiction...
an ache tat will nv recover...

oh well, tat's life in short...

Friday, 3 July 2009

Power Out - PCD,Nicole

life is tough...
and challenges makes u have a second opinion on life...

oh well, life is on e wrong side...
and i dont care...

loneliness starts creepin in when u least expected it...
haix...

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Whatever Happens (New 2009 Song by PCD)

e tension is buildin up...
e misery deepens...
e happiness decreases...
and mood changes... quickly...

life aint wad it seems to b... anymore...

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

I don't need a man (NOT)

Where r u when i need ur words of comfort no matter how lousy they are???









nvm, i learnt not to relay on u, already... i hope...
to tink friendships actually means tis to u... haix... i'm disappointed in u...




and i only allow myself 2day, jux 2day to tink all bout u...
and let e dam work for a change... and at e wrong area... haix...
along wif it came out wif failures... and tat's in me... :(